I'm taking over a temp staff who is leaving for studies.... I dislike her..... She is younger than me and yet dare to speak to me so firecely.... So many things to learn..... We will sure forget some... and this girl dare to say " Huh.... you forget le ar??? Oh My God!!!!" You think you are the boss?????? No one will be able to remember all...... You are nobody to say that to me..... ANGRY!!!!
Later meeting up with Evan and Monica for booking of our Bintan trip and cycling.... hai.... maybe i would be the quiet one and feel sad again..... Its always like this...... Don't know y i don't feel as excited for the Bintan trip already.... Probably its still not there yet... Maybe till 13 july then i will be very happy and excited.....
When you have a boyfriend, everything will change... Time for friend won't be as much already... because you have to balance btw friends, boyfriends, studies and work.... Its tough...... Its always the case and it applies to all who has boyfriends... this is what i observe and true enough applies to all....
Life is just so boring... Sometimes i really wonder what is the meaning of life.....What are we living for????But i think for most ppl, we are just living for the sake of living since we have no choice and are being brought to the world..... In chinese we call it " FAN(2) JIAN(1)" ya.... indeed it is a world full of troubles.... ( just like what the word "FAN JIAN" means....)
It is going to be a tough year for me this year..... HAI......
We have to queue for Pepper Lunch..... While waiting, the sizzling sound of pepper lunch makes us even more hungry... ( HAHA.... It's only the video lor ).... Although Pepper lunch is quite expensive, but it is really quite worth it... because we were very full after that...haha.....
Can you imagine that it is so coincidental that ALL my sisters are at AMK at that time.... I saw both my 2nd and eldest sis on that day..... hehe.... My 3rd sis was there too but didnt manage to see her...... ( Evan and I was saying no wonder there were so many people.... ) haha......
After that we met up with Monica and Bao Yong and they had their dinner at Sumo House.....hehe... After which we went to Mac Cafe for a chat.....
Yesterday went swimming again.... ( That early again with my mum ) Saw my Primary School friend.... Talked through the journey about the changes of my Primary School classmates...Quite interesting..... She told me that one of my classmate who looked so nerdy last time has the calibre of participating in Man Hunt.... I was like huh..... Great change....I noticed that guys change more in terms of apperance than girls do...... Hehe.....
BINTAN BINTAN BINTAN
How i wish i can fly there now.... No need to wait too long....hee..... I'll be here to count down to Bintan Day!!!!! hehe.......... Only hope the place won't disappoint us and the rooms are similar to what the webby shows..... WOW!!! Cant wait for that day to come...
These two days have been working for HOYU ( best colour in japan )...... Familiar phrase???? Used in superstar because it is one of the sponsors.....hehe.... Monica working there so she asked if I wanna work for her giving out flyers.... Of course i agreed la...if not i won't be saying it here right?? ( Nonsense huh.... )...haha because IM TOO HAPPY & EXCITED!!!!!!!
Giving flyers is actually very tiring.... I gave flyers before for Fabulous Tan..... Very tiring... And i hate it when people don't take the flyers.... Whats wrong with helping these people take the flyers??? Do they know that it is very tiring to stand there to give out flyers..... So i never fail to take flyers from anyone...... Taking a paper from them isn't that difficult right??? Although you might not want to go for that promotion, but i know the feeling of standing there then some people just refuse to get the flyers from you...... Actually there is some sort of satisfaction when people are willing to take the flyers from me...... When they don't take, time passes even slower and some sort will feel bored and have low or no morale.....So Hope there will be more kind and considerate people.... I can say most philipinos take the flyers..... I'm so happy that they take it plus with a smile.... It makes you feel a lot happier... So smile to people giving flyers if possible next time.....
Spread Some Happiness And Joy To Other People.....
Another eg is Bintan trip..... I wished to go... but thinking of asking them makes me scared..... Every single day i am thinking of ways to ask them.... Imagining the situation where i ask them the qn ( Can i go Bintan ) and thinking of their reaction plus their ans...... hai..... it makes me so sad.....
Y our parents have to be in control with everything little things we do.... whether we work, go out, go overseas etc..... ya probably you would say that going parents will be worried if we go overseas without them for sure..... ( I agree that ).... But if u are going to object in the very 1st place....how you expect your child to tell you the truth about everything.... Its not as if I'm gonna do anything bad or shameless.....hai..... Jux feel very upset......
Wanna go overseas also cannot.... The only time that they will allow us to go overseas or wherever with our friends is when we get married.....hai.... sad ya.....If we got married, won't it be the same too? i.e alone with friends.... the danger would be there too as compared to not getting married... so i don't see the difference in allowing us whether we get married or not.... I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND......
My second sis and I... ( Camwhoring b4 going out.... )
Another day of us...( Fathers' Day )
I find this bus stop very nice!!!



Prize-giving time!!!!
Blowing the candles!!! ( WHOOOOOOOO!!!! )
WOW..... Big family ya!!!

Big and Heavy POOH!!!


New passport holder for my Bintan Trip..... ( Hope can go la!!! )

My 3rd sis and me!!! ( ppl mistook us as twins.... haha.... )
Dinner was at Vilage..... No difference from Marche thou...the only difference is the name of the restaurant has changed.....Not very expensive actually......We ordered 5 dishes and 2 beverages.... total was about 56 plus.... Each person about 20 plus...... ( compared to normal restaurant, it is about the same and we are able to try 5 different dishes..... )
Xu Hao spent quite a lot that day....... ( My fault la.....) Tempting him on some stuffs ( WAHAHA!!!!! ) He knows what i mean ya??? Sorry la......U also cant blame me k.....U cant succumb to temptation as well......Hehe...."Evil Grins"
On Sat, I went to PS.....Benny wanted to repair his phone...Then we walked all the way down to orchard....(see....i went orchard again.....) Bought a dress......( Helped my sis to buy too ) So in total bought 3 dresses of the same design. HA!!!!! To think my sis believed my taste.... ( They didnt even see the design of the dress......i merely described to them and they bought it too...)
On Sunday, went to Orchard again before going over to Marine Parade....... It was Fathers' Day so we decided to celebrate fathers' day at Marine Parade..... Dinner was at Sakura..... The variety there was not very good...... Orchard's Sakura was better than Marine Parade's sakura..... All were present( including all BFs and my grandma )......Present for my dad was a Polo Ralph perfume......
Will post all pics soon..........
Woke up at 6, took a bus there and reach there about 7.30......Very early huh..... Swimmed about 10 laps....Seldom do that..... Think i should exercise more as im getting weaker and i should get some flesh off from me....hehe
Went for a jog that day.....Think i have not been exercising for too long, jog till halfway almost fainted....( Breathless, Saw flashes....backache....) So i walked all the way home....never jogged anymore....( It is my first time experiencing this....) Benny said cos i too long never jog....plus maybe too sunny..... Have to try to keep fit already.....haha ( Don't know can or not la...cos always say without doing...)hehe.....
I really think $$$ is so Important..... With $$$, we can buy things we like, go places we like, and do anything with the money..... With not enough $$$, we have lots of restrictions..... Therefore I'm gonna work hard and hope to earn a lot of $$$$ to live a live with no WORRIES.....hai..... NO $$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monica and me!!!!Very long never take pics le huh....
Yummy!!!! Delicious rite???
Look at the corn!!! only 1/4 is edible...hehe


Evan and Me!!!! She is still enjoying her corn!!!


As usual..... The two of us....hehe
Look at the marshmallow........& the Charcoal.....

Looks very delicious rite....wanna snatch it from her????
The 3 of us..... Monica, Ting Ting and Me

After everything ended, we went back to Iris house for more activities.....hehe
They say i have "$$$$ face" What do you think????

Our after-BBQ activity....WAHAHA
Iris and me....... ( at Iris house )
Sorry ar Evan and Iris.....The beach photo still have not given you all......Next outing i sure give you all....Plus BBQ photos k......Million Sorry to you all.......
The fire turns out fine with guys help.....hehe.....I remembered we took so long to start the fire last time....hehe but im sure we will be able to do it ourselves WITHOUT guys help next time.....hehe....
After eating, we went back to Iris house and they played mahjong again......Mahjong is an activity to kill time.....hehe.....After which, they went home leaving , Evan, Ting ting and I at Iris house....Yeah we stayed over at her house.......After bathing, 4 of us played mahjong....At first i didnt know how to play much...but probably due to practicing till 4am (WAHAHA), i know how to play better when i have "tai" ( ppl who play mahjong will understand what i mean....) No "tai" i will be stuck and don't know how to game.....hehe... ( lucky we play only for fun, not gambling) ( no $$$ involved )....hehe....if not i will lose so much money to Ting Ting and Evan.....( Both becoming gambling Queen)hehe.....
Slept at 4 plus and went home at 10am in the morning......
Was happy yesterday....next trip will be to Yuki Yaki and perhaps another one will be to ride bicycle cum flying kite activity ba ( I will try to plan and organise ).....hahaha......................... Those interested come tell me ya......( esp those who knows how to fly kite can teach all of us ) WAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pics will be posted soon when i have the photos uploaded...... (patiently waiting).... ;0
Talking about this show, i have a book named "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" ( Monica intro me this book de ).....The content inside is quite good......( a bit close to the Show ) While reading this book, i realise how guys actually think......It is really different from how women think......
However to apply to my relationship, certain parts make me feel like i am a martian and he is a venusian instead..... I think no one is a 100% Martian or venusian la.... All of us are a mixture of both..... Of course i cannot say that the book is 100% accurate...But certain events mentioned inside will be the same as some of the couples outside.... As for me, when i was reading, i will be thinking ( hey, this is jux like our case )....Hehe....
Many guys will think it is useless to rely on a book to teach them how to maintain a relationship....Benny thinks so too....But i am glad that he is willing to read the book and surprisingly, he is about to finish the book leaving the last chapter....Now the book is with me so im reading it....Thou some parts i don't really understand or think that it's boring, i think if u want to improve ur relationship, we need to sacrifice a bit....hee.....( actually i dislike reading )... Benny also thinks that the book is quite good and he did use some of the methods inside and it is really working out.....Thou there are other arguments....Therefore would like to thank him for making the effort.....THANX!!!!!!!!!!
You may try to pick up this book and read it....Hope u find it useful!!!! Wish all couples happiness 4eva!!!!!!!!
Till now, i really don't know where i've gone wrong??? I have conscience in my heart that i do nothing wrong but why do i still feel the hurt in my heart???? Friendship is sometimes so difficult to understand.... I sincerely feel sad but ppl can say im faking it out....WHY ON EARTH DO I WANT TO FAKE IT OUT????? No one would understand.......If all those did not happen, maybe we are still in very good relationship and may be best of friends....Probably it is all fated......
Thou i've done nothing wrong, i still feel that it is a waste not to have these friends....Many ppl did tell me that it is better off not having these friends as they are too much..... But i really don't know y they still matter so much in my heart.... Why do i still bother being sad??? Im feeling sad then and now, will they know???? Will they believe you???? Sometimes i really wondering y am i so stupid.....No one will believe or understand me........
While walking to Orchard ( after HMV ), an auntie approach us for money ($2)..... We were thinking whether we should give her the money as we are not sure if she is a con-man...So i initiated to bring her for dinner or " da bao " for her.....She says she has no teeth so she wants porridge so i told her i will go da bao for her and asked her to wait there.However she don't want so i volunteered to bring her over to the foodcourt at Cineleisure....She walked with us at 1st but halfway thru she told us she don't want to bother us cos she walks very slowly....Told us its ok, she can beg others.....In my mind, i was really thinking if she is a con-man.... In the end, she said her leg hurts so cant walk......BO BIAN......we gave her the $2 and she continued to walk slowly.....
Come to think of it, she may be a con-man, but we really pitied her so we gave her the money....Really hope she isn't a con-man....Its not the money that counts, is the heart and thought that counts.... We gave her the money but i jux hope her purpose is really for her dinner....If not, my kindness is being cheated....
Bought a top which is not what i REALLY like..... However i never bought this kind of top before so it's worth a try....Since Benny likes it too so i buy...hehe....

Hai..... Was rather upset with my scratches on my mp3...... No choice lo.....wats done cannot be undone.....Have to be extra careful....Once i see the scratches, my heart hurts....hai...........
Lunch was provided...Not bad but a bit too cold and too dry...No choice la....Working ma.... Tea break was my dinner actually....only some noodles and some pastry......Not as fantastic thou....Drinks ran out cos many cust wanted drinks where actually the drinks are for SINGTEL staff....No choice since custs ask for it.... we got to give ma....
Saw many interesting ppl there....There were two custs ( age 40 plus ), they were so loving....Rarely see couples of this age still wearing couple wear....I think its jux so sweeeeet.....At that moment im thinking if i will be the same as them when i grow old...I think its really loving to see couples that are old still holding hands, hugging each other and still stay as loving... Very few couples can do it thou....Wish i would be like that too....Love seems to jux disappear as time goes by esp when we grow old....( Responsibility seems to override love ).
Another interesting kid....He walk over to ask me...Jie Jie, can i buy a drink for u??? So cute....Mineral water will be given FREE to custs who are sitting down waiting for their queue no but he wanted to buy from me...I gave him the drink telling him it's FREE....He felt so happy and told his mum that jie jie say it is free.....So cute!!!!!!
One of the cust don't even know that his current line has got broadband service.....I was thinking y he don't know about his own computer before he came to sign up for it....His son also don't know...Worst is they have been paying for the service without knowing that they have this service....OMG!
Was very tiring ( reach at 11 end at 11). However there is $$$ to be earned so no choice lor.....Looking forward to the BBQ on Sat!!!! Hope that we will be able to set up the fire fast if not we have to live on crab meats on that day 1st...Hehe.....( We always do) hehe.... will bring camera there and hope to take many pics......5 more days to go... YIPPEE!!!!!!