Thursday, June 7, 2007

Bad Memories!!!!!!!!!!!!! :((

Been to friendster recently...... Bad memories came back...... Looking at how close my JC friends are makes me sad.....Thou it happened so long ago le........

Till now, i really don't know where i've gone wrong??? I have conscience in my heart that i do nothing wrong but why do i still feel the hurt in my heart???? Friendship is sometimes so difficult to understand.... I sincerely feel sad but ppl can say im faking it out....WHY ON EARTH DO I WANT TO FAKE IT OUT????? No one would understand.......If all those did not happen, maybe we are still in very good relationship and may be best of friends....Probably it is all fated......

Thou i've done nothing wrong, i still feel that it is a waste not to have these friends....Many ppl did tell me that it is better off not having these friends as they are too much..... But i really don't know y they still matter so much in my heart.... Why do i still bother being sad??? Im feeling sad then and now, will they know???? Will they believe you???? Sometimes i really wondering y am i so stupid.....No one will believe or understand me........