Friday, June 22, 2007
Feelings!!!!
Hai..... Why are my parents so strict??? Comparing myself to all my friends, mine is one of the strictest parents...... When i go out, mum will say ( Y you ALWAYS go out??? )..... In my mind was like.....huh??? did i ALWAYS go out...sometimes i stayed at home for the whole week and when i go out she say this??? hai....
Another eg is Bintan trip..... I wished to go... but thinking of asking them makes me scared..... Every single day i am thinking of ways to ask them.... Imagining the situation where i ask them the qn ( Can i go Bintan ) and thinking of their reaction plus their ans...... hai..... it makes me so sad.....
Y our parents have to be in control with everything little things we do.... whether we work, go out, go overseas etc..... ya probably you would say that going parents will be worried if we go overseas without them for sure..... ( I agree that ).... But if u are going to object in the very 1st place....how you expect your child to tell you the truth about everything.... Its not as if I'm gonna do anything bad or shameless.....hai..... Jux feel very upset......
Wanna go overseas also cannot.... The only time that they will allow us to go overseas or wherever with our friends is when we get married.....hai.... sad ya.....If we got married, won't it be the same too? i.e alone with friends.... the danger would be there too as compared to not getting married... so i don't see the difference in allowing us whether we get married or not.... I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND......
Another eg is Bintan trip..... I wished to go... but thinking of asking them makes me scared..... Every single day i am thinking of ways to ask them.... Imagining the situation where i ask them the qn ( Can i go Bintan ) and thinking of their reaction plus their ans...... hai..... it makes me so sad.....
Y our parents have to be in control with everything little things we do.... whether we work, go out, go overseas etc..... ya probably you would say that going parents will be worried if we go overseas without them for sure..... ( I agree that ).... But if u are going to object in the very 1st place....how you expect your child to tell you the truth about everything.... Its not as if I'm gonna do anything bad or shameless.....hai..... Jux feel very upset......
Wanna go overseas also cannot.... The only time that they will allow us to go overseas or wherever with our friends is when we get married.....hai.... sad ya.....If we got married, won't it be the same too? i.e alone with friends.... the danger would be there too as compared to not getting married... so i don't see the difference in allowing us whether we get married or not.... I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND......