Saturday, July 7, 2007

Finally the gal is gone!!!! She nvr explain things carefully still dare to speak to me in that manner..... Feel like telling her " Cant you speak nicely??? Will die is it!!!! ?"

Hai..... Yesterday thought of my friend again and i even dream of her.... Dreamt of her confronting me again and result is still the same..... I was so sad that i dreamt i cried...... That was not all... When i woke up, i talked to my sis.... She told me that my friend dislikes me and maybe hates me thats why her attitude changed so much.... I couldn't take it and cried immediately....

I'm one who really treasures friendship..... But why it turns out like that???? Am i not worthy to have friends.... Why always have to put me thru this???? Whats wrong with my character???? What caused the change in her????? These are all the qns in my mind and i know no one can give me an ans....... My sis said that i only can maintain being friends with her but i can forget about being best of friends with her anymore cos ppl do change..... Hai..... Think i'm a bit not motivated to do anything anymore.... Anyway the result will be the same....

She just dislike me ba.... SOB!!!!!!!!