Monday, February 4, 2008
My weekends was spent at home clearing my stuffs. But......... still no CNY mood.hehe. really dunno why. Ok this is not the pt i wanna make. I was clearing my stuffs and i saw many letters and cards from my friends (xmas card, CNY card, bday card). And all are being sent to my house. Not those handed to me by hand. Reading and tidying it up at the same time. I did not throw any of them. I cant bring myself to throw them cos they are good memories to me. Reading all the letters and cards again really brought back memories. Real GOOD memories.
Maybe technology has indeed drift people apart. Thou letters will receive later but it seems to be closer to heart. It seems like sms nowadays have no feeling at all. Simply dun understand why. In the card, "Friends Forever"..... In my mind i was thinking : Wat's the meaning of this????? I really dunno wats the meaning of friends forever. Everything or anything can jux change over night. So there is no forever in anything. I learn to realise that.
I have many many friends in the past: Seng Lum, Miao Ling, Li Chang, Xiu Wen, Pei Wen, Ting Ting. We write letters.... Reading those letters will bring a smile on my face automatically. Really feel so blissed with the letters. Thou the content is childish, but reading it allows me to recall the situation then. From those childish words there, i know tat we have grown up now but isnt it great to jux stay at that age? really wish i will nvr grow up.......
Most of them stated above are no longer in contact with me. This is wat we call Friends come and go in different stages. Once out of school mostly wun contact. Thou starting will still contact but as time pass, the contact will reduce to zero. Its sad to say but this is life i suppose.
There was one letter from Coreen and Iris to Me n Ting Ting. This was written when they feel neglected. But looking at every one of us, we have changed, be it better or worse, in terms of looks and all. Ya... There were many photos as well. Photos that can be kept are jux so nice to be looked at. Look at the digi cam now, somehow the feeling wun be that strong. Saw the young young faces of my sec sch friends, when we were all so close.....(of cos all has turned prettier, slimmer n so on.....)..... Some photos are jux so cute..... Look at all the things im saying.... ( All so happy stuffs) What bout now???? I really dunno....
Maybe technology has indeed drift people apart. Thou letters will receive later but it seems to be closer to heart. It seems like sms nowadays have no feeling at all. Simply dun understand why. In the card, "Friends Forever"..... In my mind i was thinking : Wat's the meaning of this????? I really dunno wats the meaning of friends forever. Everything or anything can jux change over night. So there is no forever in anything. I learn to realise that.
I have many many friends in the past: Seng Lum, Miao Ling, Li Chang, Xiu Wen, Pei Wen, Ting Ting. We write letters.... Reading those letters will bring a smile on my face automatically. Really feel so blissed with the letters. Thou the content is childish, but reading it allows me to recall the situation then. From those childish words there, i know tat we have grown up now but isnt it great to jux stay at that age? really wish i will nvr grow up.......
Most of them stated above are no longer in contact with me. This is wat we call Friends come and go in different stages. Once out of school mostly wun contact. Thou starting will still contact but as time pass, the contact will reduce to zero. Its sad to say but this is life i suppose.
There was one letter from Coreen and Iris to Me n Ting Ting. This was written when they feel neglected. But looking at every one of us, we have changed, be it better or worse, in terms of looks and all. Ya... There were many photos as well. Photos that can be kept are jux so nice to be looked at. Look at the digi cam now, somehow the feeling wun be that strong. Saw the young young faces of my sec sch friends, when we were all so close.....(of cos all has turned prettier, slimmer n so on.....)..... Some photos are jux so cute..... Look at all the things im saying.... ( All so happy stuffs) What bout now???? I really dunno....
Friday, February 1, 2008
感情线
我想我已开始有点疑惑
好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖的束手就策
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中有舍不得
看着你要走还装著笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留
感情这条线注定只能这么远
不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线
看着你走远还继续装笑脸
掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口怎么挽留
感情这条线注定无法延长一点
你已不在而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你我不会说什么
默默的承受像个男子汉
看着你要走
[看着看着你要走]还装着笑容
[多么多么笑容]掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
[还要撑多久]如果现在开口
[现在开口]如何挽留[如何挽留]
感情这条线注定只能这么远
看着你要走[woo～]
还装着笑容[we will carry on]
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[knowing there were words i've never said baby]
如果现在开口[现在开口]
如何挽留[如何挽留]
感情这条线
注定只能这么远
[let the words remain unsaid]
好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖的束手就策
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中有舍不得
看着你要走还装著笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留
感情这条线注定只能这么远
不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线
看着你走远还继续装笑脸
掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口怎么挽留
感情这条线注定无法延长一点
你已不在而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你我不会说什么
默默的承受像个男子汉
看着你要走
[看着看着你要走]还装着笑容
[多么多么笑容]掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
[还要撑多久]如果现在开口
[现在开口]如何挽留[如何挽留]
感情这条线注定只能这么远
看着你要走[woo～]
还装着笑容[we will carry on]
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[knowing there were words i've never said baby]
如果现在开口[现在开口]
如何挽留[如何挽留]
感情这条线
注定只能这么远
[let the words remain unsaid]
Just finished reading Evan's blog and would like to express my views here. Evan, i agree with u. I share the same thoughts as you. Maybe thats the scary part of human. Ya, indeed i feel sad thou i said i will not la. But i cant possibly feel nothing. However, i will not be like in the past, crying every day over the same matter. I can feel myself changing.Changing in the sense that things that have happened i cant control and i will let it be. No point doing anymore things. Cos its too hurting to know the result.
Friends come and go. So dun need to feel sad. Thou upon looking at the past, it is indeed sad. But... Wat can we do???? Nothing. So as i have said, to be contented is enuf. Thou im still trying, i can see some light in it already. When i complain of cos is only complain la. After that i will be ok le. So dun worry.
You still have many of your other friends so it is very good already. Ya. You are right that we cant be sad for our entire life thinking bout things that wun even have a good ending. So in life we are 身不游己 (dunno write correctly not, but anyway pronounciation same can liao. hehe). We cant control the ppl around us, neither to their thinking, so... let them think wateva n do wateva they like. No point lamenting on the past and no point to explain any further cos the facts wun change.
In ppl's eyes, Im also always the last they will think about. But..... At the very least for u... (ive said many times. Think u also know wat i wanna say - you are better off than me already). No point comparing who is better. Cos if really wan to compare, there will be many more ppl who are better off and worse off than us .
OK... Lets stop here. CNY is coming but i'm not as excited anymore. That is y i say i 不想长大. Cos when u are young, you are always so excited n happy bout CNY. Maybe is cos haven started with the decorations and cleaning up so dun feel anything. CNY now is nothing but jux to get hong bao (sad thinking ya)......hehe.....
Friends come and go. So dun need to feel sad. Thou upon looking at the past, it is indeed sad. But... Wat can we do???? Nothing. So as i have said, to be contented is enuf. Thou im still trying, i can see some light in it already. When i complain of cos is only complain la. After that i will be ok le. So dun worry.
You still have many of your other friends so it is very good already. Ya. You are right that we cant be sad for our entire life thinking bout things that wun even have a good ending. So in life we are 身不游己 (dunno write correctly not, but anyway pronounciation same can liao. hehe). We cant control the ppl around us, neither to their thinking, so... let them think wateva n do wateva they like. No point lamenting on the past and no point to explain any further cos the facts wun change.
In ppl's eyes, Im also always the last they will think about. But..... At the very least for u... (ive said many times. Think u also know wat i wanna say - you are better off than me already). No point comparing who is better. Cos if really wan to compare, there will be many more ppl who are better off and worse off than us .
OK... Lets stop here. CNY is coming but i'm not as excited anymore. That is y i say i 不想长大. Cos when u are young, you are always so excited n happy bout CNY. Maybe is cos haven started with the decorations and cleaning up so dun feel anything. CNY now is nothing but jux to get hong bao (sad thinking ya)......hehe.....
