Friday, March 28, 2008
ARGH!!!!! Y am i so sleepy nowadays?????????? super sleepy. Once i lie on my bed, i will be in my sweet dreams in a few moments time. No diffiiculty in sleeping at all. Even my hp rings for 5 times, msg rings 3 times, im still in my deep deep slp. (sounds like i need a prince to kiss me awake) hahahahahaha...... Pls dun puke!!!!
Im addicted to both things recently. Kbox n Chocs!!!!! Now and then , my mind will be thinking of gg kbox. Haha..... Xu hao, Evan, Benny are my kbox mates!!!!! Lets hope F4 or V5 will be able to too!!!
In life, i have met with lots of shitty stuffs. BUT........ All are well now. Some that are still not that well i cant be bothered. Cos thru all these, i found my true friend. Im really glad that i have this TRUE TRUE friend. I believe i would not be able to find another one anymore. N i am contented with this. I believe not many ppl will have this friend. ( I shall not name the name here) the person shld know it. wahahahahaha........ So i cant be bothered about the actions that ppl have on me. Cos i know, no matter wat, i still have my true friend. hehehe.... I believe this person agrees too rite!!!????????
Friends do quarrel. But im ok with all already. We have solve all differences between us. We are still friends now, on the track towards close friends. Lets hope it will be a good success!!! I believe it will. So ppl who dunno the truth, DUN ASSUME!!!!!Friends really come and go. Some are jux passerby.... Some are those u shld treasure. I can proudly say that thru so many things, i realise secondary friends are still the best n i will treasure them. thou we have quarrels, we still treasure each other. That is wat friends shld be. N not having one mistake and u hate the person to the core that ur actions and all need to be so extreme.
Now, i can feel that i am happy. Thou sometimes i may dwell over certain things, but i come to a point to realise tat some things are worth dwelling over and some are not. Im not perfect. still trying to really NOT be affected at all by ppls actions. I know i can do it thou is a tough process. BUT... Mayb its a GOOD experience. Training me to be a stronger person. Which i think i am stronger now. hehe..............
Humans are scary ppl. They can jux change overnight. So, actions speaks louder than words. Say it one way and act in other way. How ironic. one moment is this, the other moment is that. Like bian lian da shi (change face master) hahahahaha...............................
BE STRONG MEISHAN!!!!! U CAN!!!!!
Im addicted to both things recently. Kbox n Chocs!!!!! Now and then , my mind will be thinking of gg kbox. Haha..... Xu hao, Evan, Benny are my kbox mates!!!!! Lets hope F4 or V5 will be able to too!!!
In life, i have met with lots of shitty stuffs. BUT........ All are well now. Some that are still not that well i cant be bothered. Cos thru all these, i found my true friend. Im really glad that i have this TRUE TRUE friend. I believe i would not be able to find another one anymore. N i am contented with this. I believe not many ppl will have this friend. ( I shall not name the name here) the person shld know it. wahahahahaha........ So i cant be bothered about the actions that ppl have on me. Cos i know, no matter wat, i still have my true friend. hehehe.... I believe this person agrees too rite!!!????????
Friends do quarrel. But im ok with all already. We have solve all differences between us. We are still friends now, on the track towards close friends. Lets hope it will be a good success!!! I believe it will. So ppl who dunno the truth, DUN ASSUME!!!!!Friends really come and go. Some are jux passerby.... Some are those u shld treasure. I can proudly say that thru so many things, i realise secondary friends are still the best n i will treasure them. thou we have quarrels, we still treasure each other. That is wat friends shld be. N not having one mistake and u hate the person to the core that ur actions and all need to be so extreme.
Now, i can feel that i am happy. Thou sometimes i may dwell over certain things, but i come to a point to realise tat some things are worth dwelling over and some are not. Im not perfect. still trying to really NOT be affected at all by ppls actions. I know i can do it thou is a tough process. BUT... Mayb its a GOOD experience. Training me to be a stronger person. Which i think i am stronger now. hehe..............
Humans are scary ppl. They can jux change overnight. So, actions speaks louder than words. Say it one way and act in other way. How ironic. one moment is this, the other moment is that. Like bian lian da shi (change face master) hahahahaha...............................
BE STRONG MEISHAN!!!!! U CAN!!!!!
Monday, March 24, 2008
Who will ever understand?
No one will ever understand my thinking and everything. They are not me, of cos they dunno. Even if ppl tell me their problem, i can offer advice, but when it really happens to u, do u think you will be able to apply those advice to yourself when it is on u?????
What is life???? Life is about choices.... I dont think i lead a happy life. To those ppl who are always laughing, have you ever looked into the mirror to have a close look at urself??? Are your smiles and laughter fake? Are u TRULY happy??? If you are, I will really congrat u. But, I can say that many ppl are unhappy in some ways. They can say they are very happy with life, but they have not really look into their heart b4 saying.
Even your close one wun be able to understand you fully. NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO.... Only u urself. I also dunno wat i am saying now, wat to say, how to say. Im lost....
The situations that im facing shape me the way i am now. I am still trying to turn it over so that i shape the situation. But im not able to.Maybe im jux lousy lor. Im pessimistic cos many things and situations force me to.
Instead of telling ppl to do self-reflection, y not u do it urself first. Do u think u are that great? Have u heard of this saying? When u pt fingers at others, three other fingers will be pointing at urself. I can say that ALL human are selfish. They do not care bout how others feel and jux shoot their mouth. So i dun think i need to be the "nice" person here anymore. Cos no one appreciates. There may be ppl who are nice too but maybe 0.0001%
Humans are devils. Who can teach me to let all this go and live happily, n wat i mean is really happily. Maybe ppl reading this now muz be thinking that this person is mad, all her thinking is negative, all her thinking is wrong. BUT who can really understand my hurt and all. NO ONE. Of cos everyone has own problems. I really wish to end all these. I also wan to live happily. I wan to!
What is life???? Life is about choices.... I dont think i lead a happy life. To those ppl who are always laughing, have you ever looked into the mirror to have a close look at urself??? Are your smiles and laughter fake? Are u TRULY happy??? If you are, I will really congrat u. But, I can say that many ppl are unhappy in some ways. They can say they are very happy with life, but they have not really look into their heart b4 saying.
Even your close one wun be able to understand you fully. NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO.... Only u urself. I also dunno wat i am saying now, wat to say, how to say. Im lost....
The situations that im facing shape me the way i am now. I am still trying to turn it over so that i shape the situation. But im not able to.Maybe im jux lousy lor. Im pessimistic cos many things and situations force me to.
Instead of telling ppl to do self-reflection, y not u do it urself first. Do u think u are that great? Have u heard of this saying? When u pt fingers at others, three other fingers will be pointing at urself. I can say that ALL human are selfish. They do not care bout how others feel and jux shoot their mouth. So i dun think i need to be the "nice" person here anymore. Cos no one appreciates. There may be ppl who are nice too but maybe 0.0001%
Humans are devils. Who can teach me to let all this go and live happily, n wat i mean is really happily. Maybe ppl reading this now muz be thinking that this person is mad, all her thinking is negative, all her thinking is wrong. BUT who can really understand my hurt and all. NO ONE. Of cos everyone has own problems. I really wish to end all these. I also wan to live happily. I wan to!
Monday, March 17, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me~~~
Happy Birthday to me
Yes.... Today is my birthday!!!! Thanks to all for the wishes given. It really makes me feel so blissed and warmth. Im really soooo happy with all the wishes, the presents, and the surprises.
There are some unhappiness before that. But...... This has been over..... and i really enjoyed all the things being done by ALL of u!!!!
To benny, Thanks for bringing me to disney on ice, the cake and the surprise.
To Xu hao, Thanks for planning the surprise together with benny.
I really did not expect it. N i really appreciate all that is being done. It is really unforgettable. It brings me a smile whenever i think back the whole scenario, from benny hiding the truth from me, me trying ways to know the truth, snatching of his phone, all the secrets has been kept so close till 12am last nite!!!! I was sooo touched thou i dun show it on my face.hehe......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me~~~
Happy Birthday to me
Yes.... Today is my birthday!!!! Thanks to all for the wishes given. It really makes me feel so blissed and warmth. Im really soooo happy with all the wishes, the presents, and the surprises.
There are some unhappiness before that. But...... This has been over..... and i really enjoyed all the things being done by ALL of u!!!!
To benny, Thanks for bringing me to disney on ice, the cake and the surprise.
To Xu hao, Thanks for planning the surprise together with benny.
I really did not expect it. N i really appreciate all that is being done. It is really unforgettable. It brings me a smile whenever i think back the whole scenario, from benny hiding the truth from me, me trying ways to know the truth, snatching of his phone, all the secrets has been kept so close till 12am last nite!!!! I was sooo touched thou i dun show it on my face.hehe......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
nice song - Friendship (is it true???)
言承旭:累了不要见外
把我挖起来
吐个痛快看
不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来
朱孝天:烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担
吴建豪:续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
朱孝天:昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在
全体:就算你我再热闹喧哗中走散
友情会在第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下
来重新的呼吸简单
深深的满满的
朋友只要你被孤单压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你
朱孝天:我确定
周渝民:累了不要见外
把我挖起来
吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来
珠孝天:烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担
续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
吴建豪:昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在
全体:就算你我再热闹喧哗中走散
友情会在第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下来
重新的呼吸简单
深深的满满的
朋友只要你被孤单压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你
吴建豪:我确定
How i wish that friendship is like that.... haiz.... but it doesnt seem so... Maybe i will be happier when i finished my course of study.
把我挖起来
吐个痛快看
不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来
朱孝天:烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担
吴建豪:续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
朱孝天:昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在
全体:就算你我再热闹喧哗中走散
友情会在第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下
来重新的呼吸简单
深深的满满的
朋友只要你被孤单压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你
朱孝天:我确定
周渝民:累了不要见外
把我挖起来
吐个痛快
看不惯朋友有难
谁还冷冷的围观
我的手心为你握起来
珠孝天:烦了不要见外
把我找出来
陪你负担
续杯咖啡的温暖
一直暖到你想开
你心情的坑洞让我来填满
吴建豪:昨天会被今天明天来取代
动心的感情不会淘汰
关心常在
全体:就算你我再热闹喧哗中走散
友情会在第一时间赶来
让跳乱的心情平躺下来
重新的呼吸简单
深深的满满的
朋友只要你被孤单压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀
热热的眼神陪你看开
找回那片大自然
为着你抱紧你相信你
吴建豪:我确定
How i wish that friendship is like that.... haiz.... but it doesnt seem so... Maybe i will be happier when i finished my course of study.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
New song to recommend. NICE!!!
曲目:为你写诗
演唱:吴克群
ps:送给我最可爱的阳阳宝贝
爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗为你写诗
为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写
词为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子
曲目:为你写诗
演唱:吴克群
ps:送给我最可爱的阳阳宝贝
爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗为你写诗
为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写
词为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘记你的样子
