Monday, March 24, 2008
Who will ever understand?
No one will ever understand my thinking and everything. They are not me, of cos they dunno. Even if ppl tell me their problem, i can offer advice, but when it really happens to u, do u think you will be able to apply those advice to yourself when it is on u?????
What is life???? Life is about choices.... I dont think i lead a happy life. To those ppl who are always laughing, have you ever looked into the mirror to have a close look at urself??? Are your smiles and laughter fake? Are u TRULY happy??? If you are, I will really congrat u. But, I can say that many ppl are unhappy in some ways. They can say they are very happy with life, but they have not really look into their heart b4 saying.
Even your close one wun be able to understand you fully. NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO.... Only u urself. I also dunno wat i am saying now, wat to say, how to say. Im lost....
The situations that im facing shape me the way i am now. I am still trying to turn it over so that i shape the situation. But im not able to.Maybe im jux lousy lor. Im pessimistic cos many things and situations force me to.
Instead of telling ppl to do self-reflection, y not u do it urself first. Do u think u are that great? Have u heard of this saying? When u pt fingers at others, three other fingers will be pointing at urself. I can say that ALL human are selfish. They do not care bout how others feel and jux shoot their mouth. So i dun think i need to be the "nice" person here anymore. Cos no one appreciates. There may be ppl who are nice too but maybe 0.0001%
Humans are devils. Who can teach me to let all this go and live happily, n wat i mean is really happily. Maybe ppl reading this now muz be thinking that this person is mad, all her thinking is negative, all her thinking is wrong. BUT who can really understand my hurt and all. NO ONE. Of cos everyone has own problems. I really wish to end all these. I also wan to live happily. I wan to!
What is life???? Life is about choices.... I dont think i lead a happy life. To those ppl who are always laughing, have you ever looked into the mirror to have a close look at urself??? Are your smiles and laughter fake? Are u TRULY happy??? If you are, I will really congrat u. But, I can say that many ppl are unhappy in some ways. They can say they are very happy with life, but they have not really look into their heart b4 saying.
Even your close one wun be able to understand you fully. NO ONE WILL BE ABLE TO.... Only u urself. I also dunno wat i am saying now, wat to say, how to say. Im lost....
The situations that im facing shape me the way i am now. I am still trying to turn it over so that i shape the situation. But im not able to.Maybe im jux lousy lor. Im pessimistic cos many things and situations force me to.
Instead of telling ppl to do self-reflection, y not u do it urself first. Do u think u are that great? Have u heard of this saying? When u pt fingers at others, three other fingers will be pointing at urself. I can say that ALL human are selfish. They do not care bout how others feel and jux shoot their mouth. So i dun think i need to be the "nice" person here anymore. Cos no one appreciates. There may be ppl who are nice too but maybe 0.0001%
Humans are devils. Who can teach me to let all this go and live happily, n wat i mean is really happily. Maybe ppl reading this now muz be thinking that this person is mad, all her thinking is negative, all her thinking is wrong. BUT who can really understand my hurt and all. NO ONE. Of cos everyone has own problems. I really wish to end all these. I also wan to live happily. I wan to!
