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Monday, May 26, 2008

Im feeling sad now...... Very sad..... i have reached to a point where i have to make important and tough decision. I really feel that life is dreadful sometimes. We are faced with difficult decisions to challenge ourselves. Mayb we dislike doing something or dislike making that decision, but we are often left with no choice.

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没童话
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他深爱我的他已经变得不像他

How nice is this lyrics of 不想长大. I really 不想长大. Why is that so???? As we grow older, we are faced with difficult decisions. I faced with one now. I know im stubborn, i know im not too understanding, But i simply cant overcome it, Im trying to..... Im really trying to. I know wateva is for the future. But when we grow old, we have to worry bout financial issues - MONEY!!!!! Everything that we are talking bout here involves $$$$$$........ In order to have $$$$$, we need to sacrifice our time, our things and stuffs. $$$$$ is the only thing that can get us thru our lives, we need it to have better lives. Im dreadful of this kind of life. BUT we have no choice. I know we cant possibly lead a carefree life by not working hard, by not earning more $$$$$, by not having more ots and efforts. I know ( i also dunno wat im talking bout - CONFUSED!!!!!)

长大后世界就没童话. This is so so so true. Although i know there isnt anything like 童话. But when we are young, we simply have nothing to worry. That is the most carefree time that we have. But when we grow old??????????? We have so so so much things to think bout and worry. $$$$$ and studies and work!!!!!!

越长大越孤单 - Another thing i realise, as we grow old, we are more lonely........ When we are younger, we have lotsa friends. But when we grow old, maybe not so anymore....... When we grow even older, maybe even our family will be apart cos all have own family, when u have kids and when they grow old, they tend to go out and u are left alone. Will there be as much love when we grow old?????? (IM UNSURE.......... cos i still got a long way to go to experience this)

When i have the mood i will update my weekend activities.................. 不想长大!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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