Monday, August 25, 2008
I finally realised i was so stupid n foolish to be sad for so long n to step myself down so many times. Y do i have to blame myself for the outcome. Both parties are at fault. Y do i have to put in good words for u and sort of condemn myself ??? I realised im so sad n all but he is getting more n more heartless and can still be as happy. He is a completely different person now. There is a major difference when u are "a couple" and now go separate ways to be "just friend".... The way the person reacts and acts is completely different as the status have already changed. There isnt any past feelings that ppl will remember. They can erase all memories.....I finally experienced it (one day, u ppl will understand) . I shant say too much here as this is not my personal diary. I do not wish to invite more problems and troubles. I shall leave it as it is now. It is really not worth it to be sad anymore. I will no longer step myself down. I believe i can do it. 你走你的天桥，我走我的地下道。
There is something that i realised. U will nvr see a very handsome guy with a not so good looking girl... Conversely, you will see a very pretty girl with a not so good looking guy. Y is that so?????
你走天桥，我走地下道。This song is sung by Derrick. He finally have an album le....Nice song and meaningful. However, i am unable to attend his signature session... How i wish i could go....
你走天橋 我走地下道
何維健LYRICS:
陽光照耀不到你的心
像冰冷冷的地容把我心燃燒
也得不到擁抱
所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗
消失的每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏脆了真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋
我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道
一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)
所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗
消失的每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏脆了真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋
我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道
一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老
我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在這條曾說過要一起走的幸福大道
看你走上了天橋
我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道
一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)
我会从我的脑海里把你拿掉............
There is something that i realised. U will nvr see a very handsome guy with a not so good looking girl... Conversely, you will see a very pretty girl with a not so good looking guy. Y is that so?????
你走天桥，我走地下道。This song is sung by Derrick. He finally have an album le....Nice song and meaningful. However, i am unable to attend his signature session... How i wish i could go....
你走天橋 我走地下道
何維健LYRICS:
陽光照耀不到你的心
像冰冷冷的地容把我心燃燒
也得不到擁抱
所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗
消失的每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏脆了真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋
我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道
一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)
所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗
消失的每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏脆了真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋
我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道
一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老
我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在這條曾說過要一起走的幸福大道
看你走上了天橋
我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道
一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)
我会从我的脑海里把你拿掉............
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Came across this in other ppl's blog - very meaningful....
爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的，但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，於是问题一个接著一个发生，你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗? 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样， 或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意， 但是记住人是有弹性的， 很多事情是可以改变的， 只要你有心、有勇气， 与其到处去捡未知的石头， 还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？ 很多人以为是因为感情淡了， 所以人才会变得懒惰。 错！ 其实是人先被惰性征服， 所以感情才会变淡的。
*在某个聚餐的场合,有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说[十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧!
*听到了吗？明白了吗？ 难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。 因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。 如果每个人都 懒得讲话、 懒得倾听、 懒得制造惊喜、 懒得温柔体贴， 那么夫妻或是情人之间， 又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？ 所以请记住： 有活力的爱情， 是需要适度殷勤灌溉的， 谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！
*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了
*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。
你体会到了吗？*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！ 懂了吗？ 当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。 那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。 但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候， 你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。 可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。 假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？ 其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。 或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣， 但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？ 所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！ 他或许已经等你很久喽！
*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。 所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。 如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来, 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
*所以请记住， 喝酒不要超过六分醉， 吃饭不要超过七分饱， 爱一个人不要超过八分
*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？ 我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！
*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示： 爱一个人，要了解，也要开解； 要道歉，也要道谢； 要认错，也要改错； 要体贴，也要体谅； 是接受，而不是忍受； 是宽容，而不是纵容； 是支持，而不是支配； 是慰问，而不是质问； 是倾诉，而不是控诉； 是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代； 是为对方默默祈求, 而不是向对方诸多要求； 可以浪漫，但不要浪费； 可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。
爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的，但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，於是问题一个接著一个发生，你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗? 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样， 或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意， 但是记住人是有弹性的， 很多事情是可以改变的， 只要你有心、有勇气， 与其到处去捡未知的石头， 还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？ 很多人以为是因为感情淡了， 所以人才会变得懒惰。 错！ 其实是人先被惰性征服， 所以感情才会变淡的。
*在某个聚餐的场合,有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说[十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧!
*听到了吗？明白了吗？ 难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。 因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。 如果每个人都 懒得讲话、 懒得倾听、 懒得制造惊喜、 懒得温柔体贴， 那么夫妻或是情人之间， 又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？ 所以请记住： 有活力的爱情， 是需要适度殷勤灌溉的， 谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！
*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了
*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。
你体会到了吗？*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！ 懂了吗？ 当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。 那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。 但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候， 你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。 可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。 假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？ 其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。 或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣， 但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？ 所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！ 他或许已经等你很久喽！
*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。 所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。 如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来, 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
*所以请记住， 喝酒不要超过六分醉， 吃饭不要超过七分饱， 爱一个人不要超过八分
*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？ 我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！
*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示： 爱一个人，要了解，也要开解； 要道歉，也要道谢； 要认错，也要改错； 要体贴，也要体谅； 是接受，而不是忍受； 是宽容，而不是纵容； 是支持，而不是支配； 是慰问，而不是质问； 是倾诉，而不是控诉； 是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代； 是为对方默默祈求, 而不是向对方诸多要求； 可以浪漫，但不要浪费； 可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。
Friday, August 8, 2008
爱不停止 - 朱孝天
当她心不在的时候
所作所为都没有办法挽回
你不再知道她是谁
因为她变得有点虚伪
当一切都变成了累赘
请告诉我我应该怎么收回
每一分钟都变得危险
因为它漫长得令人变得憔悴
再怎么坚强
抵挡不了心碎
等她的眼神不再给你安慰
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
我看见我现在无尽狼狈
再怎么坚强 抵挡不了心碎
等她的眼神不再给你爱恋
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
爱不停止要如何宣泄
当一切都变成了累赘
请告诉我我应该怎么收回
每一分钟都变得危险
因为它漫长得令人变得憔悴
再怎么坚强
抵挡不了心碎
等她的眼神不再给你安慰
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
我看见我现在无尽狼狈
再怎么坚强 抵挡不了心碎
等她的谎言说得如此完美
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
爱不停止要如何宣泄
Heard from ppl that he is doing quite well. I knew it, I already told him before he sure will be able to get thru all the test and be an official financial planner. Guessed he would be so happy.... I really wish to stay by ur side to continue giving u unconditional support till we are old. But i guess u would not want to do so now anymore...... Wish to share ur joy and give u a happy hug when u are happy. Wish to share your troubles and sorrows n give u a warmth hug when u are sad. But I already cant do all these now. I would like to congratulate u on ur success. N i am sure that u will be able to do well in this career, no problem.... I only can secretly give u support.......
Ytd dreamt of him.... Really so sad when i wake up. I cried. When i reach office, i cried again.... I really really miss those times n really really miss him....... I guess i only will be able to let go when i like another guy ba.... But thats not easy.......I really dunno when will i be able to forget...... He has thrown me out of his mind already but y i cant do so????? Can anyone teach me how to????? Wat shld i do????
当她心不在的时候
所作所为都没有办法挽回
你不再知道她是谁
因为她变得有点虚伪
当一切都变成了累赘
请告诉我我应该怎么收回
每一分钟都变得危险
因为它漫长得令人变得憔悴
再怎么坚强
抵挡不了心碎
等她的眼神不再给你安慰
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
我看见我现在无尽狼狈
再怎么坚强 抵挡不了心碎
等她的眼神不再给你爱恋
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
爱不停止要如何宣泄
当一切都变成了累赘
请告诉我我应该怎么收回
每一分钟都变得危险
因为它漫长得令人变得憔悴
再怎么坚强
抵挡不了心碎
等她的眼神不再给你安慰
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
我看见我现在无尽狼狈
再怎么坚强 抵挡不了心碎
等她的谎言说得如此完美
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
爱不停止要如何宣泄
Heard from ppl that he is doing quite well. I knew it, I already told him before he sure will be able to get thru all the test and be an official financial planner. Guessed he would be so happy.... I really wish to stay by ur side to continue giving u unconditional support till we are old. But i guess u would not want to do so now anymore...... Wish to share ur joy and give u a happy hug when u are happy. Wish to share your troubles and sorrows n give u a warmth hug when u are sad. But I already cant do all these now. I would like to congratulate u on ur success. N i am sure that u will be able to do well in this career, no problem.... I only can secretly give u support.......
Ytd dreamt of him.... Really so sad when i wake up. I cried. When i reach office, i cried again.... I really really miss those times n really really miss him....... I guess i only will be able to let go when i like another guy ba.... But thats not easy.......I really dunno when will i be able to forget...... He has thrown me out of his mind already but y i cant do so????? Can anyone teach me how to????? Wat shld i do????
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Me!
PISCES WOMAN
She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.
She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.
She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought.
She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.
A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.
A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.
Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.
She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.
Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.
Are these all true??? Mostly are true....I read urs..... N i really regret.... If i had understood your horoscope earlier and better and really believed the horoscope thing, then all would be different.......
She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.
She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.
She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought.
She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.
A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.
A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.
Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.
She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.
Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.
Are these all true??? Mostly are true....I read urs..... N i really regret.... If i had understood your horoscope earlier and better and really believed the horoscope thing, then all would be different.......
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Today is a sunday, but i feel so lonely so alone. In the past, i would be in town area with him...... Now, all these has ended...... From morning till now, im at home. ALONE!!!! Every one goes out. Memories and flashes flood my mind. After which, i tear, i cry when im alone. No one knows. From the cover, i seems ok. but deep down, im really sad......I dunno wat to say so tat is y i blog it out. I know u will be kept in my heart forever...... It aches when i touch it. the wound re-open.....This wound nvr heals till now cos it will re-open now and then.......I dun wish to let anyone know when im sad anymore. cos i dun wan to be a burden or to bother others too much.... Dun wan to affect other ppl's feelings......I really wan to get u out of my mind.... But can anyone teach me how to?????????????????????????????I really have no mood for anything.....y!!!!!!!!!!!! Y can u be so heartless??????????????????
