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Change of Blog

2010-04-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

I will be changing my blog to m-shan17.livejournal.com.... chk it out...

The posting of pics there will be easier.... see u there... :))

blogging reflections

2010-04-04T18:35:00.004+08:00

This is gonna to be a short post.

sometimes i am thinking, wat is blogging.

My ans: Blogging is to share your experiences, wat u have gone thru, happy and unhappy things on the blog. (Meant to be read by others)

HOWEVER, there are some cases whereby you wanna rant some things out but cant write in the blog. (in the past, there used to be something called the diary).... Blogs are so called termed as "online diary" However, it is not as personalised as I think it is.

Hence, i have come out with a decision. I will be opening another blog (real diary)- meaning, only ME will be able to read it..... this would also fulfil the purpose of me writing a diary..... things that should not be shown in the blog will be shown there. It is for me to keep as a memory and read it when i am free to know my feelings at the point in time.

Thats all........ of cos I will also continue to post things that i would like to share in this blog

No Shopping Mood

2010-03-28T22:54:00.003+08:00

The love to shopping mood is no longer with me. It has been quite long since i last head down to Orchard to shop

Hmmm.... Not too sure is it due to me getting older?

Or due to me buying clothes online so no incentive to go out and shop?

Getting lazier to step out of my house to the shopping malls. Wat has happened to me? hahahaha

But online clothes now are so much cheaper and it is so convenient.... Of cos the cons are u are not able to try on the clothes. I suggest you to look for blogshops that are advertised by real human and not those korean or taiwan models, so that u can gauge ur size. I bought theclothes from the real human models blogshop and i have no problem with the clothes.

However, if you go to those korean, taiwan models, the clothes turn out to be not to ur satisfaction in terms of colour, size.....sort of fake.....

Hope to get back my love to go out mood... hahaha....

Lazy Meishan

2010-03-09T11:02:00.002+08:00

recently the news of jack neo extra marital affair is HOT now.

Let me state my views here............

There are really lots and lots of such cases that makes me lose my confidence in guys??

I didnt expect at all for Jack Neo to be like that. I always tot he is a good father and good husband.. Nvr did I expect him to do this. OMG!

I really pity his wife.... Had 4 children for him, been so supportive of him and this is what she gets in return.... She already knew of this affair one year plus and kept quiet about it. I guess she must be feeling very miserable and hoping his hubby would turn back. She must have come out with this decision upon thinking for her children cos the ultimate victim in this incident will be the children. The wife is so wei da..... unlike jack neo... just wan the enjoyment in it and not thinking of the consequences. Jux cos the wife keep quiet???????? idiot him....

The affair gal is only 22 years old!!!... young enuf to be jack neo's daughter lor. He already an old man still prey on young gal. Somemore is a director, should know wat is the outcome. He even knows to remove all traces after they have sex in the car.... including moving the chair back to the original place and position where it should be and removing all hairs. OMG!!!! (using his knowledge of being a director-shit him)

The gal intention is so simple.... it is to be famous and also to gain his money la. wat else. so young. do u tink i will believe u in saying that u really love him? crap lor.

it is also rumoured that there isnt only one gal involved with jack neo. omg. ppl who go for audition for jack neo movie muz be extra careful lor. he preys on these ppl

lastly, y are guys like tat? i really dun understand. does it mean that when u are rich u have to do this? u should spend it more on doting ur loving wife. if not, y u marry her? i know there will be ppl who say cos tog so long liao thats y bored of each other. if that is what u think in the first place, then u shouldnt even think of getting married in the future. whether it is bored, is how u make things work.

It doesnt mean that romance will be gone when one is married. it depends on how to maintain it. and i dun agree that one should change after getting married. if u maintain it well, it will still be as loving and like courtship days.

That is one of my wish that i wish to fulfil in my life. thou it is hard, but i will try my best to attain it. so my KC pls rmb it. hahaha.......

My wish: ROMANCE TO BE LONG LASTING!!!

Tots for the day.... bye!!!!

2010-02-24T11:58:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!!!

CNY is over as in the visiting period and the atmosphere is thinning away.

hmmm....wats ur reflection on cny?

to me, it is jux an occasion for all of us to be busy, busy doing things for cny, clearing up, spring cleaning. omg. too many things to be done.

wats good and wat i like bout cny is the visiting part and ANG BAOS!!!!. it is v v seldom to get every one tog. and we almost only meet once a year!!!! so it is always v nice to see my relatives during cny.

This year went over to victor's house for a few times. Also got affected by the atmosphere there. They are all so happy gambling small amts in blackjack which i lost to the teens and kids... (OMG, how lousy can i get).

After tat was dinner at his aunt's place, we went downstairs to buy yu sheng. and 20 over ppl lao yu sheng tog!!! that is like warmth in the family!!! although they lao the yu sheng till like left only a bit for consumption, i can sense the strong happiness and warmth in the full family. hehehe

of cos, back to my own relatives.

we went for lunch at my aunt place and we had somelike "restaurant style" lunch. dimsum... hahah... dim sum is made my by aunt(godma). and it is yummy!!!! We were so full after lunch cos there were so many dishes. the kong ba bao and siew mai (drooling man!!!)....... Although the no of ppl not as many as compared to victor place, we were still as happy cos we had a nice chat over the lunch.... this only happens during wedding dinners, cny, grandma bday. but the most get together is CNY!!!....

Not forgetting the gambling in CNY!!!.... we only had a chance to gamble more in CNY..... mahjong mahjong mahjong...... :))

Rantings!!!!

2010-02-08T11:58:00.006+08:00

two days before I went to amk hub cotton on and bought a top. However, i did not manage to try it on cos we were in a rush. Went home and realise i should not get this size so went to make an exchange ytd.

Something that really fumes me......

I went back to amk hub cotton on to chk if they still have the size that i would like to exchange. To my dismay, there is no more. So i asked the cashier if they can help me to chk the stocks for that size and transfer over. They say no. Ok, unable to transfer is still fine.

They say they only can reserve one day so asked me to go down ytd. However, i was not able to go down. This person then gave me the number to call in myself to chk on stocks and make an exchange on the day i wish to exchange. So i requested for 313 telephone no so that i can make an exchange on fri. U know where they get the no for me? From their hp and i have to wait for the person to finish his things and to go all the way in to get the no. in my heart i was thinking, shouldnt they have a list of nos in the shop itself????!!! It is so ridiculous that they dunno the number and have to chk with other staff!!!.... OMG... This triggers my first anger. No time to lose cos i need to rush to KC house. So i left amk hub to take a cab

I called 313 cotton on in the cab. The conversation goes like this:

Ring!!!!
313: hello?
Me: Hi, I would like to chk with you if you still have the stock of size S for Kitty L/S top
313: Passed the phone to another person
Me: repeat the qn (Hi, I would like to chk with you if you still have the stock of size S for Kitty L/S top)
313: Where you calling from?
Me: I tink they tot im a staff calling to chk stock. so i replied: Im a customer, amk hub cotton on staff gave me this number to call to chk the stock MYSELF.... (i was thinking, ridiculous for a customer to call in to chk on the stock themselves-wat kind of service is this? Ok... I take it as U sell lower end products so i still dun mind that much)
313: Actually we dun entertain calls due to festive season, but for u i will chk.
313: Can u give me the description of the clothes?
Me: OMG. ( i was thinking how will i be able to describe?) so i told the person, it is on all manequins cos i saw it. ( i have alr given you the NAME of the product- YOU should be familiar with ur own products, If not u dun fit to work there!!!)
313: How do you know it is on manequins? we have 14 manequins here
313: Can you give me the model no?
Me: so i gave
313:We still have 5 more but we cant reserve for u unless u come down urself.
Me: erm, actually im really not free these few days. Can u kindly make an exception and i will come down on tues?
313: Im also not free. If i make an exception for every one, how can i do my job?
Me: ok then, thanks, bye (still politely)

HELLO!!!! Is this how u talk to ur customer?!!!!! ( fuming-regret i didnt say this to her)

It is really so so so ridiculous and im damn angry....... You can say politely- not as if im not in the cust service b4. I asked politely you should reply me politely and not giving me attiitude.

They should be sent to more trainings.....

Really make me so angry yesterday. Really super lousy customer service. Is not as if im demanding. I am only asking politely, if really cannot i can understand. BUT not with this kind of attitude. U can tell me, im really sorry that i am unable to make this exception. (at least will feel better to hear this and not......)

I tot passing phone to another person would be someone who can handle the situation well. BUT no!!!!!

FUMING!

2010-02-04T17:55:00.002+08:00

CNY is round the corner.......

Are u happy?

Most ppl are.... However, my cny this year will be quite boring. hehehe

Only getting ang baos makes me a little happier. hahaha... but this year ang bao should be lesser i suppose?

More and more news about people getting married within these few years... hehe

I can name them: Friends, Sisters, celebrities. There are really more n more. Eg. Fann Wong, Michelle Chia, Jacelyn Tay, Fish leong, Candyce, Zhong qing.... wah... many many more.....

Is like so sudden that so many getting married around the same period. hehe... y is that so? age reach alr? or???????

Happiest person: wedding banquets, hotels... heheheheh cos it is always FULL. one have to book the banquets at least one year ago... OMG......

Emo-ing.....

2010-01-07T18:38:00.001+08:00

Not too sure y i have a sudden feeling that my life is boring. haha.......

this is a short short post.....

Suddenly tot of after grad i will be too free. hmmm... probably i will further studies again... hehe

i guess i have to have some goals set and really accomplish it. my determination isnt strong enuf.

i guess if one day if i in coma (touch wood), i will choose not to wake up... haha

eg... i say i wanna go running to lose weight... it is always SAYING but nothing is done.... im so lousy rite? haha

Not good for anything.... guess i have to buck up.....

alrights.. enuf of emo-ing... off to watch tv.. hehe....

Dearest bday!!!!

2009-12-21T22:50:00.008+08:00

Its my dearest kc bday!!!!! so i did a lot of DIY for his bday... hehe... look at the pics to see my DIY........hehe............

I made a brownie cake for him. this is how it looks like at first.

The oven that i used to bake......

i added choc rice on top with his initials of his name... hehehe....

This is the box i used to put the cake... it is given by my mum,.... hehehe... so sweet got the word i love cake and u. hahahaha

The brownie cake!!!!! after it is baked......

The DIY bday card i did for him with the pic of xiao kok.....

I gave kc a surprise!!!! i told him i will meet him in orchard at 630.... but actually i made my way to his workplace to wait for him to knock off at 530....... end up i reached 5 pm and he only came out at 545........

He told me he might have to ot at ard 520 cos i msged him.... and i told him when u step out of office, let me know so i can go out also... hahaha...... my purpose is to wait for him outside the lift so he will be v surprised to see me.......

545, i called him again, he said, ok, i go out of office now. then i say, ok, i go out now.... n i made my way to outside the lift. he came out he only say: " y are u here?? with a smile....." i was thinking, i was disappointed with his response.... hahahah.... but he told me he is v v happy jux tat he dunno how to express it... hahahaha...... i guess thats the difference btw guys and gals.

n i tink if it was me, i tink i also wun be "tat" surprised expression..... but deep down inside i will be v v happy. hahah....

he is really v happy cos he cant wait to eat the cake in the bus... i brought plastic knife along.... hahahah..... he told me tat he was thinking if i would buy a cake for him but he was surprise and happy i fulfilled his wish without knowing and it is DIY!!!!! heheheheh

I sat at this starbucks to wait for him.... hahahaha

I DIY this photoframe and put in this pic.... significance : we wearing couple wear so i find it meaningful so chose this pic.......

Dinner was at jacks place!!!! hahah... he wanted to eat there.....

Our starter!!! hahaha

My food....

His food...........

the dessert we have.... haha

No candle so he used the choc to act as his candle.... wat a great idea... hehe

Pretending to blow the candle.......hahahaha

Savouring the cake... haha

we have a real candle but it is in the cup... wahahahahah

I know my DIY is v bad... hahaha... i have no creativity i muz say... hehe

didnt manage to make it v nice..... but i jux hope he likes it tats enuf... heheheheh

alrights got to go slp...... good nites every one!!!!

ZOO ZOO ZOO.........

2009-12-14T22:58:00.024+08:00

Yippy!!!! We went to the zoo to celebrate our anni..... it was a nice nice day......

I made a small little surprise for him.....made breakfast for him with these cute moulds. see the pics below for the cute breads..... :))

Hello kitty mould!!!!

Before we reach the zoo. hehe

hehe... me with glasses.

some nice sceneries b4 reaching the zoo

Wooooo....... reaaching our destination soon!!!!

some pic outside the zoo......

zoo!!!!!!!!!

ticketing booth.....

our tix.....

evil kc......

Tapir

Ouch!!!!

Tigers fight

end up i lose.

White tiger

dun wake the tiger up... hehehe

Mr. Hippo

Another evil action of his....

Kangaroo's feet is this big.....

The interior of the vehicle

The monkeys are so loving....

The naughty monkeys

Ah meng carrying its child.

Trying my best to pry open the crocodile's mouth.... but i tink im lousy.. hahahaha

Mouse

The carousel

This is the eye of the donkey.... v special rite?

Wah... this is v fun... hahahah... too bad i cant go in. hehehe

My Lunch. YUMMY!!!!!!

Nice greenery

While waiting for the animal show to start......

too bored.....

Finally the show started...

Good skill....

The sea lion can make handshake!!

It even know how to be shy... how cute it is....

It even know how to kiss? so sweeeet.......

In the tram

Hmmm.... where is the polar bear?????

Oh... thats the ans......

Look at the birds surrounding the rhinos.... hahaha

Leopards

i love this pic the most..... Mr zebra.

Jaguar - do u know wat is the difference btw a jaguar and a leopard???? take note of their spots...... so u know the ans alr???

The poor mice....

In the boat ride.........

Crocodile egg......

End of our trip.....

It is v near closing time hence the silence.......

a goodbye kiss????

The souvenir store.....

We had dinner here...... heavenly loft

The mineral water placed on every table......

My food.....

Baby's food

WOOOO!!!!! molten choc... i simply love this!!!! go try it at heavenly loft... it is v v nice......

The rocher xmas tree............

Such a big LV bag......

This is the end of the happy day..... hope u have enjoyed the pics...... I have more pics in facebook... it is quite a hassle to post pics in blogs... hahaha..... have to delete the spaces in btw.... which is a lot......

Thats all folks.... be happy!!!!!

My 2nd sis wedding

2009-11-25T22:14:00.019+08:00

Wow.... time really flies. i was blogging about my 3rd sis wedding the other time. NOW
, it is 2nd sis wedding. I woke up early in the morning at 5am again to prepare everything.

Alrights, i will let the photos take your thru the blissful moments.

Starting with her make up
TADA!!!! make up and hair do done!!

The little bride????

The little bride and bridegroom. hehhe

Horn Horn Horn..... here they come!!!!

First gatecrash game was the bridegroom and the brothers have to make duck walks all the way up to my home. 3rd storey. then there will be celery drinks placed at every levels where they have to finish it. The bridegroom have to wear on the so called hello kitty outfit and the brothers have to wear on the shower caps- also hello kitty picture on it.

2nd gate crash game: guess which is the lipstick mark of his wife. Mine is included inside also, hahaha

Forfeit for guessing wrongly: To eat the lemon, tomato, bitter gourd and chilli padis that are tied on with strings to the poles using their mouth without the help of their hands.

Finally gained entry into the house. thats not all. there is still one last game b4 opening the door

The last game: His 10 promises to my sis after marriage. hehehe....

Finally he can fetch his bride after the "torture"

Little bride groom coming to fetch the bride as well??? hmmmmm....

The small wedding album

My family!!!

My relatives.

The 6 sisters for the bride

Brothers and sisters

The brothers

Our tradition-to eat some sweet desserts b4 marrying out.

My two cousins

My eldest sis and me

going to the temple-FO GUANG SHAN

Arival at the Fo guang shan

Arrival at the bridegoom's place

Their new bed

The hello kitty madness- also the theme of her wedding

We were not allowed to sit on the newly wed bed so i have to squat to take the pic. hehe

I like this shot. it is take by the photographer using my cam. he catches the angle so well.

Changed into her tea-dress.

Sexy....

Back to our home.

This is the perfect shot. hehe

This is also another good shot. Rare chance to shoot both of them tog. haha

Pls let me out. haha

Flowers for appreciation to parents at nite.

Doing her make up once again.

The scenery outside

DONE!!!! her ROM outfit and hairdo. many commented it looks like a doll. hehe

Mummy and me.....

Baby and me

ROM ceremony

Exchanging vows.

Photo taking

The back of my hair. hehe....

Her nite gown....

Niece.

Dad receiving his gift. he is really happy. hahaha

At the end of everything - bidding goodbyeand thanks to everyone

I did not post some of the pictures here like tea ceremony. hehe. it will be rather boring. hehe... i have more pictures on facebook. So if u wanna see more, go to facebook. hehehe... now, im left the only one at home. hehe.... all my sisters are married....... I have the whole room to myself!!! hahahahah... alrights hope u enjoyed the pictures. see ya!!!!

Fish Spa

2009-11-11T14:14:00.004+08:00

Im here to blog bout my sis experience.

Have u ever tot of going on the foot spa???? Those that u have million of small little fishes to nibble on ur leg to remove the dirt???

Hmm.... i have tot of going. But ever since i saw my sis in that bad state, i decided i shall nvr ever go there at all. dun even tot of trying it out.

Below is one of the pic of my sis leg (scaly leg)- rather disgusting. :)

So.... u saw it???? Have u changed your mind about going for a fish spa??? I bet u have. alrights..... Thats all folks... hehe

Post exam activities

2009-11-08T16:02:00.004+08:00

Yippy!!!! Exams are finally over. i waited so long for this day. been so stressed up. it has always been this case when i have exams. lack of slp. heheh... now i can have a nice slp.

But im still quite tired these few days even after exam. maybe i lack of slp too long.... haha
I am always v prone to having gastric flu when i have exams. Every semester i sure will get it.....
Cant eat other tings - no oily food, no heaty food. so only porridge can help.......
so i had fish porridge when i was sick. Below are some home cooked porridge

I hate ginger. i would always pick it out if i were to see it. by making into so small size, i am unable to pick it out and i finished it. clever move. hehehehe

A simple porridge yet nice and fulfilling. :))

Boring post

2009-10-10T09:47:00.002+08:00

Hihi.... here to share sth boring yet impt. hehe

i am studying the module of personal financial planning now. Was asked to do a proj regarding comments on article therefore have to read up on news on asiaone.

Asiaone has many newspaper article. ok. thats beside the pt.

Thru the articles that i have read. i realised that personal financial planning is very very impt. We have to plan ahead all the way to retirement. (not kiasu ok).

By only earning when we are working will not be enuf. cos these money will be used in marriage, in kids, in renovations. So we need to set aside money to maximise our wealth. how do we do that?

We can invest in 4 different asset classes that is the shares, property, bonds and cash. By diversifying the investment, risk can be reduced. No wonder so many ppl invest in shares. b4 i study tis module, i thought i will nvr buy shares. But somehow, i guess we are bound with the standard of living we are facing now such that we have no choice but to try to gain more from other places.

Buying insurance is also impt (take note: im not a insurance agent. hahahahha) we need it to protect ourselves and our families.... N HAVING A WILL is impt. hahahaha..... if u dun have a will, when u die, govt will help u distribute according to their law. if u have no kids, no parents, no siblings, then govt takes it all (Govt is smart). so we have to set our own will so we can distribute according to wat we wan (sounds like i v old hor?)

Then i realise, thru studying, it makes us more mature sometimes. Last time when i was in pri sch. i was thinking, wat for study maths, science, all these? useless ma. in sec sch, y study history, social studies, geography, literature? hahaha.... till now i still feel a little useless. but i guess it is to let us study all fields to find out our interest when we go university. hahahah.... to increase our knowledge like history and social studies.

I feel that studying in the university is the most useful cos i can apply my knowledge at work. it is more related to work. Of cos u have to study the correct field that u like la. then u can apply at work. if again study history all those, to me is useless in work la... (no offence anywhere).

Hmmm.... v boring post rite? hehehe... ok. so i shall stop here.

Jux reminding every one, to save up and plan for future...... RETIREMENT cost a lot. hahahaha

ok.... now i have to remind myself to study hard first. ( but it nvr will happen... sobs....)

SEE YA!!!!

sharing session

2009-09-23T14:23:00.003+08:00

Hello blogger. hehehhe

Here to share a quiz i did in facebook that is miraculously accurate. hehe

ok. the quiz was named "what do you need most in a relationship"

The answer i got was : Comfort and physical.

In the description was: You have a certain innocence about you.You want the simple things in life. You love hugs,kisses, and being in the arms of the ...person you love. You want to feel protected,loved, and adored. You like your lover to initiate the first move and on some occasions you like a little aggressiveness but for the most part you need physical affection in order to maintain happy relationship.

This is so so true. I love being loved, adored, protected. In a relationship, i will be like a small little girl that hopes to be take cared of. I dun like to initiate the first move. Hence i like my bf to be romantic (apparently, he isnt romantic.... oops). I need physical affection to feel loved. For instance, hugs..... i ever mentioned in my previous posts that i love being hugged tightly. cos i feel being protected.

My ideal bf (unattainable) : Perfect man

Here it goes: hahah..... one that is tall, handsome, resonably rich ( no need v rich), caring, loving, romantic, surprise me with small little surprises, bring me to nice ambience and nice scenery place, v worried bout me when i am sick (so i will feel being loved and protected). Whisper sweet nothings to me (being romantic in some way), holds on to my hand wherever we go ( so i will feel being adored and loved).

Hmmm... i guess tat is all.... it is unattainable rite? a few ppl says that i am in a unrealistic dream. i guess it is so..... we wun have the best ting of all. but jux hope majority will be there...hehe

Recently watched the fann wong and christopher lee's wedding preparation where they talk bout their relationship. i can feel that they are v natural and really love each other a lot. it is unlike acting in a show. so i guess that is wat they are when they have each other. Chris really dotes on fann wong. When fann wong is sick, he will be so worried and then stay with her till she slps and she wakes up. He books tix for Fann parents to go over to overseas when Fann is working overseas (how sweet can he get) - A guy who loves the gal's parents is a valuable asset as well.

Im sure fann wong will be v blissed.

I am one who prefers emotions to be showed openly, not hiding it and i have to guess it. hehehhee.... dun say i wun know lo.....

So how much does my bf fare? hehe.... it is for me to know and not for u to find out. hehehehhe....

events that have happened

2009-09-22T15:56:00.003+08:00

wah. since i quit i have not updated my blog. so here i am blogging.

hmmm... many tings that happen after i quit.

been meeting friends to go out. meeting proj mates for meeting cos more time and more flexible for me alr therefore i can fit into ppl's time cos they are working.

Jun recently have so many probs. That time his mouth stinks and we wonder why. Brought him to the vet and the vet refer us to the dentist.

So we brought him to the dentist that time and clean his mouth. condition improved but recently it came back again.

Then we brought him back again and this time round the vet told us that he has gum disease. it is incurable. Reason being we did not take care of his oral health. Y? Cos we did not know that we need to brush dog's teeth. Jun is our first doggy tats y we dunno. So now we gonna take care of gal gal teeth.

Therefore now we need to use the toothpaste vet has given us to brush for him using our fingers. His gums are too soft to use brush now. He feels v painful and thus salivates. Sometimes he dun even allow us to open his mouth. I can feel the pain in him as well... sigh....

SO THIS POST IS TO LET ALL THOSE WHO HAVE DOGS TO RMB TO BRUSH UR DOGGY TEETH. they are same like humans. Pls let your friends who have doggys to know as well.

Jun has ear infection as well..... poor him.......

He is really so poor thing. Half blind, gum disease and ear infection. (we love him so much, we take care of him) y he will turn half blind?

Jux hope he can recover from all these.......

Ok. talk bout sth happy.

Went to pulau ubin. it was nice. we cycled inside. thou some roads were rocky and slopes were steep, it was still v fun. I realise i can actually cycle quite well. hahahha......

It was really hot and we sweat non-stop. i even had sun burnt. become a lobster after the whole event and i was the ONLY ONE like tat. hahaha....

wanted to have lunch there but we had to wait too long therefore we only drank there. i drank the coconut which is really CMI!!! (Cannot Make It).

The coconut was so hard that i couldnt eat the meat. i gave up after many tries. hahahah......Went back to changi village to have our lunch and that was the end of the event.

Saw Nipah tree, lipstick tree (v special and nice). hahaha.... if i get the photos i will post it here.

Got to start to study real soon. dun slack anymore meishan, thats not the motive u quit ur job. Pls stay FOCUS!!!!

Last day at work

2009-09-12T08:41:00.007+08:00

My last day at work was not an easy one as i have to hold back my tears from the beginning of the day till the end. Using my smile and laughter to cover the sorrows.
Been working in Swiss Club for 2 years and 3 months.. Was attached to this place thus leaving is sad......

From the day i tender my resignation, i regretted but did not withdraw the letter .... the regret last for weeks till i got used to it and no longer regret as it is the fact and the new gal has come..... The feeling came back only at the last day of work which is ytd that i cant bear to leave. BUT I HAVE TO LEAVE.

Went ard to give chocs and gifts to every colleagues and take pics with them when it is possible. Only regret now is i nvr take any pic with my dearest KC. as well as sajan.

My Work desk
My office

The coleslaw that ah chai gave me

The ice cream i had b4 i leave

The wonderful club manager - Mr Heinz Iten

Kamil

Hanisa

Hashim

Philip and ah chai

Shirley - my boss

Kassim

Dillah

Suzaimi

Margaret

Clearance form - things i have to return b4 i leave

Lily

Roza

Serene

The smiley face choc i left on colleagues' desk

Vijay

Ayu

Daphne

My Baby KC

Goodbye every one and i will go back if i can.......:)

GAMBETTE!!!!

2009-08-23T09:13:00.003+08:00

Been so busy that i have not updated so long. hahahh......

I have gotten back my piano ATCL Recital results ytd......

I failed badly. I knew i will fail la. but didnt know will fail so badly.

I am considering whether to continue taking till i pass and finish the whole piano course. Its really too a hefty amount for the exams. Can u imagine? $700 for 45 mins?????

On top of that, i still have to pay my piano lesson fee every month.

Y do i tink of giving up?

-My lesson is on a saturday.
-Every sat morning, i have to wake up early to go for my piano lesson - EUNOS!!! sometimes, i jux wanna slp a little longer, but i cant, cos my lesson is at 10am. n therefore i have to leave house at 915am. (every day already wake up so early at 6am to go to work)
-I have sch lessons on sat. After piano lesson, i will go straight to sch to meet dear kc for lunch and then off to lessons.
-If there are gatherings or projects to be done, due to my piano lesson, i wun be able to make it.
-I have already learnt so long and spent a lot of money on it... ( i guess my P&L will always be a loss)

HOWEVER, i asked dearest kc for opinion.... He encourages me to continue taking till i finish. cos left 2 more levels. How long will i take to finish everything? I AM NOT SURE.

He is rite that this can be my full time job in future if i am sick of accounts. haha..... With a good piano cert, it can fetch a higher market price. (LETS HOPE SO...) hehe...

Final decision: Continue and try....

this time round i will not go to the parkway parade to take the exam. i will change to go millenia walk. hahha.... my teacher is quite true. The parkway parade results always like shit. My teacher student took at millenia walk. and she got quite a good grade thou different level from me. (my teacher feels i am much better than her, she didnt expect her to get such good grade so she guess is the place of examination)... hmmmm.... i will take at millenia then( hope i will be able to get thru)...

Overall, the examiner gave me quite a gd comment.... there is musicality, emotions and stlye. HOWEVER, due to my stupid breakdowns, it compromises all these. FAINT.......

In the past, for other piano exams, i dun have as much breakdowns, but my musical feel not that good. passable only. NOW.... dunno y breakdowns so many, but musical feel improved a lot. (I guess there is really not perfection in this world) hehehe....

I will try again and hope to do it good.

GAMBETTE!!!!!!

reflections

2009-08-05T23:50:00.003+08:00

Hihi......... Wah.... Long Long time since i last update. hehehe... many apologies....

Hmm.... Uploading pics is really a hassle. There are many many pics that are yet to be updated.
Eg. Bird Park, Genting, Doggy pics, Swiss National Day, Random pics. OH NO!!!! too many to be updated.

Ok. now lets not show pics first. Be prepared to read only WORDS!!!

That day was chatting with Evan on msn.... Not to sure why we talk bout our days when we were young.

Then some recollections and reflection came out of my mind.

When i was in the Primary Sch, I used to be v cheerful, v happy, n v talkative. Not too sure y i become quiet after that. I realise after my pri sch days, i have changed.......

In the past, i used to be v v lame in pri sch.... when i go to the dentist, they call me kai xin guo (Ginko in English - meaning a cheerful gal). However, this term has gone with the wind for many many years. I wonder, what has happened to me this "kai xin guo" ........ Where has she gone?????

Why am i not as happy as in the past? Is it due to age? As we grow older, we have more troubles and that is y i become not as happy as compared to the past.

Sometimes I wish to see someone - eg. my pri lover. hehehehehe.... BUT i guess it has been too long since Pri Sch that i have forgotten his look... Maybe he ever walk pass me, but i nvr recognise.... Ever since Pri Sch, i have nvr seen him b4... hehe (pls dun get me wrong, its jux hoping to see a long lost friend). heheheheh.... Wonder how he is doing now. hehehe

I really hope i can be the old me... Where is the Kai xin guo??? Are u still ard??? Pls COME BACK TO ME!!!! :))

My Sis Big Day!!!!

2009-06-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hihi.... here to update one happy occasion......... my sis BIG DAY....

I slept at 1 plus and woke up at 4am.... tired.......

We have to start preparing for the gate crashing stuffs.......

My dear Bro in law HATES vege..... so his gate crashing items are all vegetables!!!!!

First is coleslaw with chilli padi, second is lettuce wrapped with tomato n bitter gourd., third is blended vegetables!!!!.............. They will feel thirsty so our drink for them is ginger drink with a sour plum in it. hahahahahah......

We had a game for the gate crashing that is to give the brothers n the bridegroom adult diapers to wear on and the bridegroom is to use a marker n using his mouth to write I LOVE LMQ .

However, we didnt manage to get them to wear the diapers as the match-maker says that it is no good to ask them to wear. not auspicious. DOTS........ Spoiled our plan.....

Nvm... so the most impt ting is the ANG BAO... n not to miss the auspicious timing, we have to let them in..... wah...

there is still the last level to conquer that is outside my sis room. hahahha... we made him sing their pri sch song as they are from the same pri sch. (how sweet can it get rite?) I have prompt him the lyrics n the tune of the sch song.

Let me show u the pics and explain along the way.

Poh Poh!!! (horn)... Here comes the groom. They are preparing downstairs... Notice the crown n the cape? That is wat my sis wans him to wear to marry her out. hahaha... so cute rite?

Happily coming for the bride

Finally get to see the bride.... Our family photo

With our partners.....

With relatives.

Some pics on her table

Fo Guang Shan

The crazy Brothers

My Beautiful Sis... Bride is always so pretty but of cos she is pretty in the first place

Look at the cars!!!

Us with precious Jun

Eldest sis and the bride

2nd sis with bride

Me n the bride

My 2 cousins. They are siblings.....

The dinner banquet dinner - menu

Me n my mum

Kc n I

Me n my 2nd sis

Me n my cousin

My first time taking pic with this cousin. He is always so fierce looking. However, once he became dad, he is happier and speaks more. That is y i took a pic with him. hehhee

Look at my sis hair. V elegant n beautiful rite?

Us with Rachel, my niece

the 4 of us... According to our age. hehehe

The ballroom... GORGEOUS!!!

My loving dad n mum

Before they enter the ballroom with the flower girls

2nd sis and her bf.... they getting married soon too... blissful....

At the solemnisation ceremony

Exchanging of rings and vows... Tats the most impt part rite?

Parents from both family

2 families

Our family

The reception area... I was on the piano earlier and after tat help out at the reception counter

Eldest sis with her husband. look at their happy smiles

2nd outfit for the nite.

My dad is so happy to receive the gift from my sis. hehe

2 families = 1 big family

After the dinner has ended

I wish you all the best in future.

I know she is v blissful in this marriage. She finally tie the knot with the person she love and trust. I wish them all the best. When i am back home, i cant help but feel sad. Cos she is one tat i share my troubles with. N now tat she is not living here, makes me sad. hahah.. Nevertheless, we will still keep in contact, so i guess there is nothing to be sad about. I should be happy tat she found the right person. N im sure he is the one for her.

I wish you a blissful marriage and CONGRATS!!!!!

Girl Girl

2009-06-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hi all....

due to the popular demand from Xu hao, like a loan shark chasing me for her pics. hahahah... so here it is Mr Xu Hao.......

More pics on the new pick-up doggy... I named her girl girl. She is so cute.

She is not defensive now n super sticky to us. When you sit on the floor, she will come over n sit on ur lap.... so cute rite???

But she will still bark at my dad. I also dun understand y. When my dad try to touch her, she will be defensive against him...........

Difficult to get the two of them tog to take pics so i have to resort to this

Fat Girl Girl

Sitting on my lap

Lost and Found

2009-06-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

Went for my piano exam today....

The examiner so funny. Once i step in, he bring over a recorder and ask me to say my name n i taking ATCL....

So i say : " My name is Lam Meishan and im taking ATCL diploma (he pts to the piano), so i continued saying using the grand piano. hahaha.......

Ok ... so i started playing my pieces....

I guess i wun be able to make it.... Even more breakdowns this time............

went home after tat n went out in the evening time.

Headed home ard 9 plus and found a doggy.

She follow us into the lift so i get KC to carry her. She did not bark, did not bite. so i brought her home because i dun wan her to fall into bad hands. hahahaha....

Waiting for notices to be placed around my estate so i can return to the owner.

The dog dun seem young anymore... IT IS MALTESE!!! same as my jun...

Took some pics of her.... take a look at her... she is v cute as well,..... n toilet-trained and i really meant the toilet....

she went into our toilet to release herself.hahahahaha

Xiao jun wants to disturb her but we cant let them get tog as they are of diff sex....

So we have to leave her in the kitchen and let her out only if jun is in the room.hahahahaha

Hope the owner comes back to collect her.... BUT i have a feeling they abandon her... poor gal....

EXAM!!!!!

2009-06-10T17:04:00.002+08:00

Wah........ Time really flies.....

Tml is my Piano exam already......

Practised every day this week.... Really hope i can pass it the first time..... But i still have BREAKDOWNS man......

My piano teacher commented that i have some beautiful moments in my playing, musically n technically are ok.... EXCEPT for the breakdowns.... OMG!

in the past exams, my prob is musical feel and some techniques. BUT not so much breakdowns....

Can let me have the best of everyting??? ( No breakdowns and musically nice) OH NO!!!!

Will i be overly nervous tml? will i have tight fingers tml? will i have more breakdowns tml??? really nervous n afraid...

WISH ME GOOD LUCK!!! JIA YOU!!!!

recollections....

2009-06-04T13:32:00.004+08:00

Recently evan posted some old pics into facebook.... The first pic i also have.... still have it in my drawer and many more neo prints....

Neo prints were so "in" last time. Now, we seldom take neoprints anymore.... we use our digi cams to snap snap snap..........

Those were the times in sec sch.... i really miss my sec sch life with happy and carefree life...... Thou we study more subjects, but it is easier to cope then..... now, thou 3 modules, already half of the life gone......

Looking at these pics brings back those memories........

N i realised every one has changed except me...... i dun seem to change much at all..hahaha... Good or bad????

Let me show you the pretty gals.......

V6.... Cos there are 6 of us back then...... It is for better and easier reference

Top( from left): Iris, Evan, Me
Bottom (from left): Eileen, Monica, Rinna

Iris - permed her hair, slimmed down (not tat she is fat in the past la). hehe.... Prettier now (last time already pretty lo) now.....I am still in contact with her..... quite popular in our class hor... heheeh

Evangeline - Turned prettier and she permed her hair that time as well...... really different from the past..... Still in contact.....

Monica - Turned prettier throughout the years... as u can see from the pic, she permed her hair as well... heheheh... Still in contact

Rinna - (right side).......... She have also changed.... Look at this pic you can see that she has turned prettier.... in the past ppl say she look like kid... now she is more mature liao.... However, we seldom contact le....

Eileen - Cleverest among us all..... Also turned prettier now.... Not in contact anymore

There isnt a need for me to post my pic here la rite? hehehe... cos this is my blog so there are sure to be my pic in it......

So... it is for u to judge if i have changed, i personally tink not much. ehehehe.... but my friends has changed a lot rite?????

Become more shu nu (feminine) already.... hehehehe...........

I do miss them but sometimes it is jux difficult to get back into contact again....... I wish all of them the best!!!! N i believe they are living v v happily now...........

Note: No offence in any of the pics, jux need to get some solo pic so randomly choose lo.

ARGH!!!!!

2009-06-03T13:32:00.002+08:00

Im really so so stupid....

the story goes like this.......

Last month my friend smsed me to borrow money from me.......

I lent the person. few days later, my friend requested my bank acct no to return the money to me.

N im so stupid to key the wrong acct no .... ONE DIGIT DIFFERENT!!!!

N at the point that my friend transferred to me, my friend did not inform me so i only asked my friend today regarding the transfer....

Till date, i haven received the money so smsed to chk if transferred to the correct account. N IT WAS TO THE WRONG ACCT!!!!!

Im really so stupid rite???? to type the acct no wrongly.....

Not too sure if i can recover the money back... but it is ALL MY OWN FAULT......haiz...........

How stupid can i get...... sobs....

STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!

ANGRY!!!!

2009-06-01T14:53:00.002+08:00

V v angry today........

my workplace require a key card to enter into our office room.

Fri it was misplaced......

N i asked for a replacement and was asked to pay $50.00............ FUMING!!!!

THAT IDIOT CARD DUN WORTH THAT AMT!!!!!!!

It is the first time i lost the card, it is not as if i wan to lose it.......

im so angry tat i have no mood to work... so angry tat if i were to ask to pay, then i might as well dun wan anymore cards and get kc to open the door for me.... i wanna hack care this time....

or maybe i will chk with boss if she can waive off this fee this time. she told me i have to pay as well... i shall chk with her again...

BUT IM REALLY FUMING!!!!!

4 finger pianist

2009-05-28T11:55:00.000+08:00

My piano exam is really drawing near....... V v nervous... Super duper expensive the fees so i have to pass.... if not, my money will go all the way down to the drain. The exam was around $700 plus... for only 40 mins in the exam studio room .... (DAMN EX)

I do not have much confidence as i still have the same mistakes all over again.... a little upset over it.... unable to run at a fast speed.....

My eldest sis then show me tis inspiring video.... ( the piece that this 20 year old gal played is one of my exam song)..... In this video, it is not only the song that she played, it also shows some v touching stories inside.... It really aches my heart when i see this video......

But i tink we should ALL learn from her..... Looking at her being so happy when she has only 4 fingers, it really makes me ponder n reflect myself... I should be stronger and be happier in my life.... I hope this video brings significance to all the readers of this post as well.......

I SALUTE TO THE 4 FINGER PIANIST

So, do you agree with me that this is a inspiring and also a touching video????

Be happy every single day MEISHAN!!!! :))

MaKeOvEr ExPeRiEnCe

2009-05-13T23:34:00.006+08:00

Hi all..... Im here to update bout my makeover experience.....

Its a fun, happy and enjoyable experience...

It was held on a sat..... n then before that i have to pack my clothes to the makeover studio.

There are a total of 3 looks.... one is sweet, second is sexy, n the last one is glamourous.

So i have to choose my own outfit as the clothes there isnt nice enuf...hahaha

the photographer ask me to bring clothes so he can also try to match it. end up i feel that i am moving house or even gg overseas.....

With so many stuff, it is impossible to take a bus... so off we go in a cab to the makeover studio.

Once reached there, there are a few ppl doing the makeover as well,..... so i start with my makeup for the day. We have to do some research on what kind of hairstyle or makeup we would prefer but i only managed to find the style and not the makeup. so the photographer decides for me and then inform the makeup artiste. so i start with my first makeup.... hehehehe.....

After the first makeup, off i go to change into my first outfit.... time was too rush that i didnt have the time to match accessories...... hahaha.... but nvm..... that was my part tat i didnt do it well....hmmmmm....

Then to the studio for photo taking.... wah... it is cold inside lor.... n then the photographer will be the one who ask u to do certain pose.... although it feels awkward doing the pose n with the aircon, i feel so uncomfortable. hehee... however, the pic turns out ok... hehehe..

Then after the shoots for the first outfit is done. off i go to change into the second outfit and then back to the makeup room to do the second makeup.... hahaha... after tat, back to the studio and shoots.

Similarly for the third outfit.....

The whole makeover lasted for around 5 hours.... wah.... poor kc waited for me... but he sat down there to see the full procedure, taking pics of the process of the makeover for me.... hmmm.... imagine 5 hours and then i start to feel a little hungry... then kc went to buy some snacks n drinks back.... hehehe.... He was in the studio with me as well.... trying to make me laugh so that i will be able to have a natural and nice smile.....

It was not easy as the photographer wants me to smile sometimes, sometimes dun wan me to smile. N it makes me not sure bout when to smile, when not to smile. When i dun smile, the photographer i seems to be having a fake smile, then i try not to even smile a little at all, he says i look fierce like ppl owe me money... hahahahahaha.... wah... it really wasnt easy.......hehehe... but all has been over n i really have a great great experience.....

Have my own album and i believe the memories will always stay with me forever... thanx kc.....

Let me take you thru the process now.

This is the very first look - sweet look... hmmm... not too sure if it is sweet la.. heheeh... but personally i love this pic the most. hehe......

The second look - Sexy ( but i dun tink it is sexy at all. ) hahahaha

Last look - elegant sixties look

Hmmm.... i always wanted to have curls when i get older. HOWEVER i tink i wun be able to do so anymore... sob sob..... i tink it will make me old when i already looked so mature..... or izzit my curls too short? i really dunno .... i love to have curls or wave rather.... but i will not be able to do so... so sad huh....

These are only the pics from the makeover studio but not the process of it... i will upload the process when i can. i guess im jux too lazy to upload the pics one by one..... simply too lazy... that explains the lack of updates. i took pics at times to share with all of you some things that i see or come across... HOWEVER it was not uploaded and then after tat i will clean forget bout it and thus nvr upload... heheheheh.. LAZY is the word.......... Cant upload in office cos not pc suit. so troublesome... heheheheheheh.......

2nd Bintan Trip - 09/04

2009-04-30T15:14:00.001+08:00

Hello!!! I am here to update regarding my bintan trip.... My 2nd trip to bintan.

On the way to the ferry

Our ferry - Arung Mendara

I was forced to do this...hehehe

I personally feel the tree looks like potong ice cream. haha

Our destination.

Nirwana Beach Club

A heart shaped cloud....hehe

The Calm sea

Hermit crab

Another Heart Shape. hehehehe

I tink this flower is so nice

The room

The sofa in the room

Toilet

Lets look at the FOOD!!!!

A very enjoyable trip..... although no shopping.... but very relaxed and slow pace.....

Studying and working and projects is really hectic... sometimes really need to slow down our pace... i tink i love the beaches resorts more n more... feel like gg to redang but sis say that the journey is long and also the ferry ride isnt comfortable. many ppl vomitted.....

I really would wish to go the Maldives too... but it is too high-priced...hehehe....

Bye to my wisdom tooth

2009-04-29T15:08:00.004+08:00

I am done with my extraction!!!!

Gave me such a fright.... turned out to be ok... not painful lor....hahahaha

Im such a scary cat ok i know...hahahaha..... I guess this dentist is so nice.....

He gave me a jab to numb tat area... when he poke in the needle, it hurts a little.. but still ok...

after tat he start the extraction... using a pincer or so to pluck out... i can feel it shaking but not painful... guess is the injection that helps....

so he tells me... u let me know if it hurts... are u ok???? so gentle...

n he says im doing it slowly for u.... u jux relax.... ok... so i listened to him... i relax

N TADA... my wisdom tooth is out!!!! hahahaha....

Phew... it was so scary!!! hehehehe... glad it is ok now...

oh... he told me i had a very deep n big ulcer in my mouth cos the wisdom tooth is poking it so th only way is to take out...

N the extraction was so FAST!!!!!

Im a little less afraid of dentist now... (wanted to take my tooth home but realised a little stupid.) hahaha

DeNtIsT

2009-04-28T15:52:00.003+08:00

my fear has came true......

recently i feel my wisdom tooth is giving me a little trouble - ulcers and a little swelling

This time it swell. n my face swells a little as well...

so i guess it is time to meet the person i fear the most - DENTIST

I might need to extract my wisdom tooth tml.... sob sob

Im really so so scared.....

I heard from ppl tat the jab that the dentist gonna give is a disgusting feeling.....

PLUS my mouth is aching now due to the swelling, i cant even open my mouth wide for my food.......

imagine the dentist ask me to open my mouth big tml??? i will cry of pain!!!! hahaha

i really dun dare to imagine.....

jux hopes the pain the feel wun be there n tada, my tooth is out and it is fine.... (a little impossible huh)

I guess im so afraid of dentist due to the primary sch dentist.... we really hate them rite??????

v v afraid to be called upon when the list arrives in the classroom... cos the dentist is so FIERCE!!!!

I guess my phobia built up from then.... n it nvr diminish at all

Even jux to go for regular check up , cleaning up, i dislike the feeling..... its a little pain as well i feel...

so can u imagine???? EXTRACTION of WISDOM TOOTH!!!!! its even worse i guess....

Oh no.... cant stop worrying... hope i will be fine... :((((

2009-04-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hihi to all.....

Exam is over!!!!

can update my blog lor. but pics have to wait. hahahaha.....

Let me give a summary what i did, where i disappear. hehehe

Last last sat n sun i went to BINTAN again. With dear KC and his sis n his jie fu..... (pics will be up soon)hehehe.. :(

After came back, its mugging time for exam..... so stayed home to study.......

exam on ytd... as usual.... 2 days before exam i was so so stressed out.... on sat.... i was in such a bad mood.....

I guess every sem i would cry cos of studies??? ( i cant control i also dunno y)..... Weak rite??? hehehe

Sunday was better.... n tada... mon is the exam...

After exam, went to MOVIE!!!!! Handsome suit!!

Ever since 933 advertised, i always wanted to watch it.... n i got my wish.....

quite a nice and meaningful show..... LOOKS ARENT EVERYTING.... (can u practice tat?)

hmmm... let me try to tell u the show here....

This guy is a "ugly" guy (fat, plump, a little disgusting with his actions kind)
he poke his finger into his nose, when he sneezes, everyone will shun.... sad rite?
so no gals fancy him n run away from him....
There is tis co tat manufactures suits..... Normal suit and "Special" suits.....
So they target on this guy to be their trial......
He tries on the suit ( the suit is not normal clothes suit)
It is one tat is a fake person... ( as in, once u wear it, u become a brand new handsome man, tall, handsome, even the voice can change!!!)
When u remove the suit, u will be back to urself
So off he went in his handsome look (one tat is another person totally, dun look like him AT ALL)
he gets all the attention he wish for
He gets into modelling
Makes big bucks......
very popular.... (V HAPPY)
When he gets to change back to his normal self, he meets tis gal tat is same like him (tat means not pretty) - they are v happy when they are tog....
so every day, he changes into the handsome suit and after tat back to his own self
One day, he is made to choose if he wants to be his own self, or the handsome guy.... he has to choose ONE!
if he chooses to be the handsome guy, the old him will disappear.....
He chooses to be the handsome one. after tat he regrets... he feels although he gets big happiness when he is handsome... he loses many small little happiness ard him.... he misses the gal n when she meets an accident, he wants to go back to her.
so he cuts himself and surprisingly, he is able to be back to himself......
the ending turn out to be the gal is a pretty woman wearing a "UGLY" suit.... hehehehehe

Tats not the full details la... there are more details and laughter as well..... thou the storyline may sound a little stupid... but i tink it is a nice show which brings the msg across...... thou it is IMPOSSIBLE to have such suits....

i like light-hearted and comedy shows... hehehe... so i tink it is a nice nice show.... unexpected ending as well......

MoOdLeSs!!!!

2009-04-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

hi all....

Recently busy studying for exam so did not update my blog

So y am i here today??

COS i simply have no mood to study

Studying really depends a lot on ur mood....

When u are happy, u can study like a breeze at times, BUT when u are sad or moody, nothing seems to get in or very difficult to program in..... (v slow progress)

Y is that so???? i really wonder

Y cant i study with most concentration even im moody

Blogging here doesnt seem to help much

So i shall go back and continue studying... v v SLOW......

Hai.....................

MaKeOvEr

2009-04-09T22:48:00.005+08:00

Tml is Good Friday......

Thats wat all have been waiting for.... cos its a long weekend!!!!

hahaha....

Im excited about my weekends esp saturday!!!

Let me share it here....

I finally know what my dear KC will be giving me as present....This was said to him even before we were together (jux casual talk) n he remembered it till now..... Simply so happpy....

My bday has passed already.... previously he told me, when u wanna get ur present? i was lost.....hahaha... he say " i only need your half day" (as i have proj meeting back then).... So i said... its too rush... I will only be free in April... then he said " do u mind to get ur present in April?" I said " i dun mind.... cos i will only be able to enjoy the half day with u only after my projs" n that is y the present was dragged till now... However, we still had our bday dinner at Rendezvous Hotel ard my bday period.....

So wat it the present after so much stories??

I have always been wanting to take makeover pics.... BUT was unable to find one nice one... PLUS lazy me did not source for it....

HOWEVER, i ever told kc before we were together when we were jux fellow friends, i am sourcing for one GOOD makeover studio......

N my wish is gonna be fulfilled this sat.... Thanks baby.....

He planned to give me a surprise... however, the person require him to bring me to the studio yesterday so as to discuss with me on the looks i want..... (SO GONE HIS SURPRISE)... But dun worry, im equally happy....

I will be having 3 looks.... I have to source for clothes and the looks i would like to have or model..... They do have clothes in the studio... but they are all wat we termed as CMI (cannot make it).....

So i have to bring my own clothes... n the person say it is normal to bring a small suitcase for it... (OH GOSH!!!!) do we have to bring so many tings???? he says whateva accessories u have n think it fits ur looks, jux bring... bring sandals, bring heels.... (ONE WHOLE LIST OF THINGS TO BRING!!!) hahahaha......

I shall not reveal the 3 looks here....hahaha... wait for the pics to be out....hehehe......

My wish have been fulfilled one by one....

First is the one day sentosa trip, Next is to eat at Rendezvous Hotel (buffet that i have been wanting to eat ever since i walk pass or the bus drive pass).... NOW is the makeover session.... He says he is going to fulfil my wish one by one.... THANKS!!!!! really v happy...... All these are said to you before we got together and u rmb them ALL!!!! Thanks!!!!!

Now gonna go back and source for more pics and looks (INSPIRATION!!!) heheh....

Lastly. HAPPY GOOD FRIDAYY!!!!! Enjoy the long weekends...

weekends

2009-04-05T19:42:00.002+08:00

Hi every one.....

Im here to update my blog again. at KC place to update lor....hahaha... FINALLY... my projects has ended.....BUT thats not the end... cos exams will be coming soon... but it is time for me to enjoy a little b4 i start my engine again rite??? i totally agree (wat an excuse meishan) hahaha...

his laptop is real lousy!!!! many punctuation marks cant be used.... argh!!! hahahah

Here to pack his table for him... funny person... is not messy at all lor. i tink my table is more messy than him... what clean freak!!!!! hahaha

hmmm.... how is your weekends??? mine is nothing special...

Sat was a day to bring my little precious (xiao Jun) out. At first, i was unable to join them....

Planned to go out to bugis and then to have our steamboat dinner.... However, due to some unforeseen reason, we were unable to... Nevertheless..., this enables us to join my sis in bringing jun to bishan park...

Wow... my little precious was so so excited...so happy to be able to go out.... we took him for a stroll and i jog a little tog with him, n he ran n ran.... haha...

However, i decide not to let him run too long as he is old.... BUT i can see him being so so happy. trying to look out for us...hahaha....

after tat head home and went to eat with my parents fish steamboat.... waited quite long... at whampoa...

Sun was a better day as i have the chance to go shopping!!!! Went for my hair cut at ard 1030am.... thou the result did not seems like i cut my hair.... but it is thinner thou....kc went to see his chi doc as per usual......he decided to buy lunch however, i decide to cook spaghetti..hahahaha

planned to put chicken, prawn, crab stick and mushroom, n have a mushroom soup... but due to time constraint( as i have to wash clothes, feed jun med and cook!!! ) hahaha, this cant be done. ended up only crab stick (BORING rite???) i was supposed to cook two persons' portion. BUT due to poor estimation, ended up only one person portion. BUT its ok.... cook again lor...hahahaha.. (wat a poor cook i am)

nvm... i will do it better the next time round.......

Went to bugis to shop and total damages was $100 plus for one dress, one skirt and a small bag... simply love the dress as it has two ways of wearing it.... share with u all some other time....

Dinner was steamboat at bugis.... We are small eaters i tink.... second round only and we are both v full.....hahaha.... after tat more shopping with no damages and then back home...

what a simple weekend i had......

Some reflections

2009-03-27T00:02:00.003+08:00

jux finished watching the 9pm show.... it is exactly the same like the Hong Kong show. only a little difference in the story line.

Same as in the three women character are ard the same. One is modern, the other haggard, last one is a mixture.

However, it is about husband betraying on their wives.

Watching it makes me wonder..... Do guys like to betray their wives or gfs?????

When the wife or the gf suspects sth, they will be more uptight and thus will ask qns....

However, the guys will respond by saying, u tink too much.... i will try to make tings work.... ALL ARE LIES!!!! they dun have the intention of saying what they mean..... (jux like the show)

IF u nvr mean it.... DUN SAY IT!!!!

BUT they say tis is cos they already had another person in mind.... then dun come and CHEAT our feelings.............

IF u wan sth new or wat, jux say it.... dun say u are so irritating keep saying the same ting and say wat we tog so long or lao fu lao qi all these.... lies lies lies.....

Anyway, enuf said.... wanna share the show with all of u... quite a sad show for women...saying MOST guys will stray off.... y is tat so?????? gals seldom do tat.... haiz..... gals are jux poor soul

Hope this wun happen to me at all in the future.... hor????? u know i referring to who???? HINT HINT ***hehehehe

My Precious - XIAO JUN

2009-03-22T11:49:00.001+08:00

I have a sad news to share...........

Xiao jun is old n so problems start to arise

Previously he nearly turn blind, but with medication, he recovered.

He went to the vet today and a shocking news for all of us...

Xiao jun's right eye has turned BLIND!

There isnt any turning point already.

How do we test......

use ur finger to get near his eye, n u will notice he will not blink......

its really sad when i see my sis doing that to show me......

his right eye has got no much reaction as compared to his left eye.

Vet even said that his dosage of med( eye drop) has to increased if not if he feels too discomfort, we have to remove his eye ball......

Sad....

after my sis walk away, tears jux stream down my cheeks...... i really feel so sad.......

No one saw my tears....... no one knows......

I cant imagine that day when i will lose him........... :((((

Presentation day

2009-03-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

Sth proud i wanna boast.... hahahahaha

it was solo presentation day today again....

We were ask to relate to organisation again.......

this time round i was more prepared then that time. (with my q cards and printed slides)......

My turn to present.... blah blah blah... 5-7 mins it ended.... (i had 10 slides)

After me, is a malay gal... her presentation goes.... blah blah blah... with theories at the front and then reference to organisation after tat (few slides) - Total she had 19 slides

After her presentation which ended with a Thank you, our lecturer stop her...

" i know you have put in a lot of effort, with the no of slides and info u have." However, i did not see you applying to organisation till the last few slides.

Then he talk to the others who have not presented. " the rest of you who is going up to present... u need not tell me bout wat is this this this, theory part all dun need" Jux need to go straight to applying it to your organisation like wat MEISHAN has done. She goes straight into applying to her organisation.

WOW!!!! Upon hearing that, i am jumping with joy!!!! couldnt stop smiling.....

was so happy that i did it correctly......

Thanks to KC for helping me with the points...... :)))

WhAt A GaL NeEdS

2009-03-11T16:20:00.003+08:00

its been some time that i have not blog.

Im really very busy recently.

However, i tink i have too much tings in mind that even im busy, i wish to pen it down. So here i am updating my blog.

Have i been too stressed up lately that affects my mood????

Ytd wanted to wake up at 4am to do my proj. slept at ard 12am.

However, i woke up at 4 am n fell aslp back till 445

How did i managed to wake up at 445 in the end.... here is how it goes... when i fell aslp back at 4am... i had a dream... n the dream is that i am having a project meeting with my grp members and then when time for me to speak n show wat i have done, i replied them, "sorry... i haven finished my research and crtique "... n then i jumped up of my slp.....n tat was how i woke up

After tat started doing my research till 5.55 am and then decide to have a so called nap till 615 so that i wun be tat tired at work. However, overslept till 635... lucky KC sms me...if not i gonna be late for work

At work was so super tired i kept dozing off. literally sitting in front of the computer with my hands on the keyboard n eyes closing, head nodding.

Today same ting happened.... last nite after proj meeting was dead tired... went to slp at 1145 wanting to wake up at 1200. i dun really rmb wat is the case. end up, i slp till 5. I intended to wake up at 3am but did not set my alarm (faint)..... again, i jumped up at 5 am .... read my research till 535 n fell aslp again till 610...... then came to work.... today was tired as well.... there are already many times tat i went to the toilet to rest my eyes (SLP)

ok... now is to share some tings....

Have u guys ever wondered wat a gal really needs?

When she is unhappy, what does she needs? (or izzit only wat i need?)

Basically for me, i feel tat wat a gal needs is simple. ASSURANCE.

What do i mean?

When u discover her being unhappy, u need to identify it. thats not enuf. U need to find out the reason. After tat.... dun tink everyting has been solved.

What she needs is a tight hug and assuring her everyting is fine....... OF COS... every problem needs to be talked out nicely and solved. but after talking it out.... the unhappy emotion may still be present. A HUG CAN MEAN A LOT....... or maybe a "sayang" for her......

Lets not drag further if not u will get bored. ok... tats all for my sharing session....

Back to my boring projects..... wish everyting would end soon......................wish that i have no troubles at all......

2009-03-01T11:24:00.002+08:00

Not in a good mood today....

Datelines are tight and so is my mood....

Let me share with u the crazy datelines.

18 Mar, 20 Mar, 23 Mar, 1 Apr, 3 Apr.....

Oh gosh ....these are datelines to hand in... so u can imagine the no of proj meetings that i gonna have.....

Many many things weighing in her mind. Can i take off all these troubles??? :((

Why Why Why.............

Having another wisdom tooth that causes that area to have ulcers.... Giving me a hard time....

Painful... Jux hope it gets over soon and no extraction would be needed......

Gonna register for my practical exam for piano soon.... ATCL- diploma that cost $778!!!!

Freaking expensive - gonna go bankrupt at this rate......

Lets hope tml will be a better day... or rather end of today is a better day....

Happy Valentines' Day

2009-02-21T00:53:00.005+08:00

How was your Valentines' day?????

Let me comment on mine.....

heheheh

Both valentines day eve and actual day itself, i have lessons......... :(

However, i receive a present from v day eve and another on v day itself

Y v day eve???? His rationale: so that u get to eat it on v day itself.... if i give u on vday, u will eat it the next day which defeat the purpose of v day

Let me show u the pics.......... :))

This is wat i receive on v day eve.... home made chicken pie!!!!! i tell u, its really YUMMY!!!!! Even my family members say so.... let me show u another pic - see 2nd pic

Look at the ingredients inside - SIMPLY YUMMLICIOUS rite??????????? I was so full after eating one.... I was on the bus eating it so i took a pic of it.... while eating, i was smiling, and the ting is flashes of the person working on this pie appeared in my mind thou i didnt see him doing it personally......( that is sth i feel so weird)

This is the 2nd present i received on v day itself

After dinner, it was movie time!!! luckily there were still movie tix available as we did not book the tix and it was last min decision... hehe

The movie was pink panther 2

I was too tired i supposed.... i literally slept thru the whole show!!!!!!

Only saw some parts... it is a stupid funny show... but that the crux of the show rite???? for us to laugh n laugh..... (if it isnt stupid, it wouldnt be funny)....hahahaha

Certain parts i dun understand so i asked him to explain to me cos i was slping...hahaha... (my first time slping throughout the show....) Guessed im too tired cos of projects.....

He comment: This is a comedy show and yet u can slp till so soundly....hahahahaa.... (im "proud" of myself - roll eyes)

So thats the simple day i had.....

Simplicity is blessing sometimes, dun u agree??????

BAD BAD DAY!!!!!!!

2009-02-21T00:35:00.002+08:00

Wah.... last week is the Friday 13th... - Supposed to be unlucky fri......

HOWEVER, it is different for me...

My unlucky day is one week after the supposed unlucky fri that is TODAY!!!!!

Oh gosh.... cant imagine it....

Here is how the situation goes......

Project datelines has been so tight that i can hardly breathe.....

Ytd was rushing for my presentation and report for today....

Worse is Presentation topic and the report cannot repeat..... (jux like different thing all tog)

Thats beside the pt...hahaah...

Was rushing with my slides ytd and the speech....

All was finally done b4 i go to slp - saved in my Hello Kitty thumb drive.... (phew... finally can have a rest)

Took a bus to work as usual................ In the bus was a time to do some reflection on things that have happened and on my presentation.... so i was tinking of my pts made in the speech.... Glad that i have more things to add on and also to improve on...

So my impression was to do it in office.... as it is only editting of certain things....

Work was a lot as Giro has to be generated - Payments have to be all keyed in, status of members have to be changed.. blah blah blah... n it literally took me till 4pm b4 i can finish my work....

One of my classmate then msn me asking me bout the presentation at nite...

So talking talking talking, he tells me... i have to print my report.... DING!!!! then struck me the idea i haven print my report. lucky jeremy reminded me...hahahaha...

tats not the worse....

I took out my thumb drive to open my presentation slides and to send it to my email in case the file cant be opened....

TO MY HORROR!!!!!, my file cant be opened!!!!!!!!

File is corrupted.... so DING!!! i tot of my mum at home to chk on the laptop that i used last nite to do my powerpt slides....

My mum dunno much about the computer, let alone the laptop

but i simply have no choice, i have to guide her thru everyting, from switching on the laptop to how to use the mouse, to how to open the powerpt and how to open my file......

HOWEVER, it does not help.... cos the file cannot be opened as well!!!!!!!!! wah.... on the verge of crying... then i told my mum, its ok... u can switch off the comp... i will redo

and it is 430!!! where i knock off at 6... simply couldnt think anymore

lucky i still have the pts in my speech as well as my memory.....

Not long..., i have done everyting......

hahah... but thats not the end... after rushing for my proj, i have to help out with inputting the price and items into the cash register machine.... time was tight.....we had to rush....

My boss was kind enuf to order mee goreng for us... it was nice........ however, i was rushing for time so i did not have the chance to savour it slowly and enjoy it....

Luckily all went as per normal after that and i presented my proj....Thou my speech that i prepared was useless in the end as i did not refer to it at all ( N thus two pts was not addressed properly) hahahhaha

In any case.... all is over.... and more projects are coming... no breaks no breaks no breaks.....

Happy Valentines' Day

2009-02-13T23:18:00.003+08:00

Been really busy recently... That explains the lack of update.....

So many things to be done...................... I just wanna slow down my pace - IMPOSSIBLE

Many projects to be rushed........

Projects. Projects and Projects...............

No time at all.....

Lifeless.....

Nevertheless.... i wanna wish all of you a HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!!!!

Happy CNY

2009-01-25T16:45:00.002+08:00

Hihi to all...

Here to wish all of you a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...

Have a happy reunion dinner.....

Have a great year ahead.....

Be happy always......

Get lots of ANG BAOS......

Get what you wish for......

I will be back after cny for more updates.... stay tuned...

GONG XI FA CAI... HUAT AR!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-13T13:09:00.002+08:00

New Year has passed.... Now the festival every one is looking forward to will be Chinese New Year.....

For the chinese, they would be visiting relatives and getting their favourite Ang Bao (with money of cos... haha).....

N not forgetting ppl of other races.... they would be waiting for this as it is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!!!

Well........ i dun really look forward to it as years goes by.......

When i was young, i love CNY.... but now... like tat lor...

Probably the reason for it is cos i have to help in doing the CNY goodies..... Other ppl can rest, slp, do wateva they wan with their free time... but for us??? if u are at home, u better be helping with those things....

Seeing the goodies at CNY, we don't even touch it.... cause so much unhappiness... wat for??? but nvm la, since i have no choice, i have to help lor.... be done with it.. hahaha

New semester has started... tiring.... Many projects.... I have one dateline even before CNY!!!!! Tats so so boring rite????????

No choice, no choice, no choice.... Tat is only wat i can say......

Simply have no chance n no time to post some pics here..... hehehe..

Gone with 2008 and here comes 2009

2008-12-31T11:10:00.003+08:00

Hihi to all....

First n foremost.... HAPPY NEW YEAR... Finally end of 2008 and soon all of us will get older n older. hehehe

Hmm.....new year there will be new yr resolutions....

wat are mine??? hmmmm... ponder ponder

I guess mine is only v simple..... i jux hope 2009 would be smooth sailing for me in terms of friendship, romance, studies and family....

2008 had been a bad year for me.... so i hope it end fast fast and troubles to be gone with the wind.... Pls take away all my troubles and give me a good 2009..... hehehe

So have you set any new year resolutions????? time to ponder bout it lo.....

hmmm.. how are you gg to celebrate your new yr's eve???

Mine is simple simple - gg steamboat at his friend's home (nervous nervous... first time seeing them.. hehehe)..... after tat gg to the famous place tat everyone gg - watch the fireworks lo.....

Then back to home.....

Shopping day tml!!!!

MS cant wait for sat lor.... secret secret - tune in for photos and you would know lo... shhhh.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL... Once again... i wish 2009 be smooth sailing for all as well.... Bye 2008

MeRrY mErRy XMAS!!!!

2008-12-23T17:43:00.003+08:00

Back to update again lo....

tml is xmas eve.... Have you thought of where to do the count down???

Gg orchard all these area are always so crowded tat you barely can move!!! So better avoid these areas......

Hmmm... at first was very sian bout xmas cos i have to work normal working hours...

BUT... now last min boss says that we will be working till 3pm but i have to come in to work at 8am!!!! OMG!!! its far and i have to wake up so early.... (FYI my normal working time is 9am)

Normally i already have to wake up at 615... Oh gosh... gonna wake up even earlier tml....

Planned to take half day leave at first.... but now that we work till 3, no need take half day liao lor.... Cant meet iris and evan anymore.... really so sorry for the last min change lor......haiz....

no choice...

dunno wat happened to me these few days..... ytd had a very bad tummy ache..... after tat whole nite still pain.... today, suddenly have bad gastric.... ate both gastric pill and panadol then feel much better... what happened????? i am tat weak recently????

haha.... lastly.... let me give advance greetings to all of you....

Merry Xmas and happy new year.... may all the troubles be left behind and fresh beginning from 2009.....(hmmm... seems too early to say... i shall repeat this again when its new year. wahaha....)

2008-12-17T17:22:00.003+08:00

Hi hi all.... its been some time that there isnt any updates. Im back to update.....

Appealing of my results failed. The reason left to appeal is so super stupid.

Its only to appeal by either the accumulation of the marks that is wrong or to appeal on the basis that they did not comply with the criteria. So stupid rite???!!!!!!!

How will i know if there is wrong addition of all the results of tests and all??? the 2nd criteria is even worse.... If you didnt comply, i also would not have known..... Stupid system.... Cant stand it...

End up went to register for my subjects yesterday... Totally different from my classmates.... :(((

N they dun even let us squeeze 4 modules into one semester, thus i have to extend another half more year.... more sianz............... really cant imagine i have to study n take exams and go thru all those turmoil for another additional half yr?!!!!!!! (means i will have to study one half yr more to graduate. )sianz sianz sianz.......

Ok... one blessing in disguise is i have one friend taking exactly the same as me.... We are on our own lo..... no choice....

No matter wat, this degree has to be completed, so guess meishan has no choice but to complete it.... Lets jia you n grit my teeth and go thru all these till i graduate..... :)

I MUZ PASS N GET THRU ALL MODULES FROM NOW ON!!!!! CONCENTRATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.... to those who are still studying, nvr nvr nvr give up thou i know we wun la... haha... do your best... cos i dun tink i did my best ( but NVR IS ENUF rite??)

Enuf of all the complains.... we jux have to go with the flow and see wats the outcome.... There are pros n cons in everyting, nothing is perfect...... Thou i will not be in the same class as my classmates, i will know more ppl.... (consoling myself)... haha....

Lets all start from the beginning and finish the race........

Macau and Zhu Hai

2008-12-06T17:25:00.014+08:00

Hi all......

Here to update on my trip to Macau & Zhu hai.....

My flight was delayed from 4 plus to 6 plus.... 2 hrs there so went to visit all terminals of the airport.... was a fun and happy trip ard at the airport......we have to transfer from Macau to Zhu hai...

When i reached macau, it was already 11 plus.... have to rush to the custom b4 12am to go over to Zhu hai... wah... was like fleeing for our lives... super rush.....

Scenery was nice.... the shopping mall of Zhu Hai - Gong Bei shopping mall is so big that i cant finished shopping... famous there is to bargain till you drop... hehe

I can bargain from $280 RMB to $80 RMB for a bag... It is so fun in slashing slashing n slashing.

So bear in mind if you are going to Zhu Hai.... cos you have to bargain , if not you wun get cheap stuff.... However, there is this one shop that doesnt allow to slash price at all.... The first day i went in, i tried to bargain a little, but the person refused... So ultimate action is to walk off... BUT the person didnt care at all....

So next day i went back to buy the item... hahaha.... YES, i shopped there almost every day that i was at Zhu Hai... cos there is simply too much shops there... However, the sad part is they sell winter clothing as the season is not summer yet. so not much clothes for me to buy... But i managed to get two pairs of heels, accessories and 2 bags!!!!

Macau was famous for the casinos..... My first time going in..... First time playing jackpot and i won!!!! $1200 plus RMB!!!! hahaha....But i don't fancy gambling, just play for the fun of it.. looking at my parents playing with Big Small till i fall aslp... Stayed at the casino from ard 10 to 2... i was dead tired...

Ok.... let the pictures and along the way, there will be some descriptions if needed....Let me be the little tour guide here.... thou i know i fail to be one definitely.Sit back and emjoy!!!! :))

In the coach waiting for the others to go for lunch and then set off to the airport.

Me and my beautiful mum.....

Disney in terminal 3

In the departure hall.....

Candy house in terminal 2.... so cute and sweet!!!

While in the plane, i took this beautiful scene of the sun......

Look at the clouds!!!! Im above them where normally they are above me.....(like cotton wool)

Macau Airport

The hotel room of Zhu Hai

Cam-whoring in the hotel room

A group photo b4 leaving the hotel - such a big group!!!

We are lucky to catch this flag raising outside the hotel.... Only first monday of the month......

Some shows in the garden - this place is freezing cold..... This show is about the Qing dynasty

Look at my loving dad n mum - So SWEET!

Like Huan Zhu Ge Ge????

Me n my daddy

Me and my mummy

This is the shopping mall that im talking about - Gong Bei Port

The Xmas decoration in Gong Bei Port

Venetian - Shopping mall cum casino at Macau

Look .... Thats the casino

Simply beautiful - FYI that is man-made sky....

St Paul Church

Another Casino

Familiar??? Like esplanade???

B4 we left Macau back to singapore

Was quite happy during the trip and satisfied when back in singapore....

Received a bad bad news when i am back in Singapore and check my results. I failed Audit..... OMG!!!!! dunno wat to say.... haiz..... try appealing but dunno wats the outcome.... My first time in my life failing... Quite upset..... :(( I really did study... and studied the most for it.... But i really cant understand y i failed..... sob sob......worst semester ever!!!

Da jie's bday

2008-11-21T22:08:00.005+08:00

Hi all, realised it haven been updating my blog....

Gonna blog bout my eldest sis bday celebration.....

We went to marina south restaurant to celebrate my sis bday....

It was dad's friend restaurant.... Not bad... We are allocated to the VIP room with Tv in it...

Actually we prefer to sit outside where we can have a nice and clear view of the sea.... But since it is allocated, we have no choice... hehehe...

Therefore we went to the top floor to camwhore!!!!

Enjoy the pics......

The restaurant - Famous Crab King ( that guy standing there is my handsome dad!!!)

Sis bday cake from Bakerzin.... Yummy Yummy cake..... (msg Happy Bday Big sis) hahaha da jie da....

The 4 of us.... In order from the left (eldest to the youngest)

4 of us again... Not in order

Me enjoying the sea view (tis is the place where we preferred to sit :( )

Me and 2nd sis

Me and my 3rd sis

Me and the eldest sis (bday gal)

Future brother-in -law and sis

Brother-in-law and eldest sis

Arent they loving??? envy envy envy....

Future brother-in-law and 2nd sis....

The food was nice..... yummy... they have this super special vege.... fried kang kong with sotong..... n the fried kang kong is real crispy... dont drool.... hehehe.....

Ok... have more to update.... stay tuned...... :))

2008-11-13T16:31:00.001+08:00

Hi there.

Let me intro u one new song... But it is a very sad song.....

爱太痛-吴克群

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠

哭不能哭笑不能笑
没有了你全都不对
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我不能够不能够不爱了

Very sad song rite???? But is a very nice and meaningful song... :)

Back after so long.....

2008-11-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

Dear all... IM BACK!!!! Exams are finally over

But Im very worried.

This is the worst sem ever....(not too sure y is tt so too)

My first time sitting in the exam hall and for entire 2 hrs i dunno wat to write.....

Filp here flip there and sit all the way till the co-ordinator says STOP WRITING....

haiz.....

Something happy.... After exam, met up with evan n iris.... Long time didnt see them...

Went to shop... I bought sandles again... ard the same pattern but different design.... hehe....

Bought a top from Osmose too... the funny thing is my sis called me in the evening and said i wanna ask u opinion on one of the top in Osmose. Then i quickly say, i bought a white top at Osmose. Then she described the top to me.... EXACTLY WAT I BOUGHT!!!! haha. Same taste we got....

Ya, we are crazy, buying the same top....

Lunch was at Mos burger.... wah rice burger and my fav - CORN SOUP!!! Simply delicious!!!!!

N we shared large ice milk tea.... so shiok and happy to be with them..... (thou still worried bout my paper)

Dinner was sushi.... hehehe.... they said i got unique taste cos wat i chose from the conveyor belt are not what they like... hehehe...

After tat, is our fav activity..... KBOX!!!! To think end up i seems still quite awake and enthu...(but i was a little tired thou)

Ironic thing is i slept at 2 the previous day and woke up at 5 to revise my work....

N after exam went KBOX till 12 plus... means i survived quite long. but iris and evan are so tired so we all stopped singing... hehehe....

Sang many many oldies... cant imagine we sing some of the oldies.. hehe... my mum era.....

Many tings to blog so one by one....

Stay tuned!!!

i know u have been waiting for tis day..... but have u ever spared a tot for me????

爱情,有時候

2008-10-24T08:12:00.002+08:00

Came across this very meaningful thing about love....

Here to share with all of you

Enjoy reading it!!!! *_*

~~~爱情,有時候~~~

有時候，明明知道愛上那個人是個錯誤，卻還是死心塌地的愛了！

有時候，明明知道自己這樣做是不好的，卻還是執迷不悟的做了！

有時候，明明知道他的心己不在你這，卻還是心甘情願的把心給他了！

有時候，明明知道這條路的艱辛，卻還是跌跌撞撞的走過了！

有時候，明明知道自己的心在難過，卻還是勉勉強強的笑了！

有時候，明明知道他己經不再愛你，卻還是習慣性的打電話給他了！

有時候，明明知道自己不能再這樣下去，卻還是不由自主的哭了！

有時候，明明知道這份愛不能再繼續，卻還是把心留在他那了！

有時候，明明知道不能再為他哭，卻還是嘩啦嘩啦的流下眼淚了！

其實去喜歡一個人也是一種學習,不是嗎?

如果真心付出，就該無憾，才算真正獲得.

在你年輕的時候，你一定要溫柔的對待你的愛情,因為在年老時，你將只會記得這溫柔.

喜歡一個人,可以讓自己變得很認真,生活找到了重點,開始有理由為自己改變,變得有精神.

喜歡一個人,可以讓他飛得很自由,但偶爾累了,卻又可以休息得很安穩.

喜歡一個人,想讓留著的加熱包保有餘溫,冀望著這一季秋,只想付出的心不再那麼寒冷.

喜歡一個人心要變得更安份,更誠懇,不必期待能收到多少分,只在乎自己是否付出得完整.

喜歡一個人把心情調到冰點,要能受得起,即使你只是朋友的問候,卻相應不理的冰冷

喜歡一個人,往往對方就是看不到你的真誠,反而連累身旁的朋友,替你擔心,為你傷神.

喜歡一個人,就該懂得該走的時候,應該要帶著微笑給予祝福,另一個人讓他有幸福的人生.

喜歡一個人也要能離開這個人,別自以為只有你才能給快樂,到處都是想給幸福的人,即使你已淡然處之,發出決定只是默默當好朋友的心聲,當他認定你只是給壓力的人,你的存在只是多餘的靈魂,一切也只能等他的想法再次改變,那怕你被傷得很深.

喜歡一個人,也該了解, 加熱包的溫度失去了就該丟了...

Thats all folks.... back to studies....

Good deed by xiao jun!!!

2008-10-23T09:22:00.005+08:00

Good Morning everyone!!!!

Had your breakfast???

Pls have it first b4 i show something to you cos it might affect your appetite....kekekeke

My beloved Xiao Jun did something so great to me.... Make me so occupied for this morning...

Hmm... let me start my story

I was playing with the computer... surfing net....

Tis cute little precious came to lick me.... (at that moment i didnt think that much)

After that, i switched off the computer and so went to the living room

OH GOSH!!!!! he gave me 2 gold (huang jin - SHIT) n some 5 nice yellow spots....

You must be thinking what the heck am i talking...

Let the pics explain to you fully... Ready???????

TADA!!!!!

The first spot of gold....

2nd spot of little gold..

Ist spot of yellow spot - URINE!!!!

3 spots of it.... Equally spread out somemore... hehehe ( in the midst of clearing it then tot it would be nice to post it... heheheh)

The 5th spot was already cleared and the biggest among all.... haha

Xiao Jun: Wonder y i am in this coned-like thing??? Cos my owner knows that i will be a naughty boy and would lick and bite myself till i bleed that is y i am in this coned-like thing.... sob sob....

As i have skin allergy... not like u human can eat wateva you like..... sob sob.... But i have a nice owner *_*" hahahaha.... Treat me like a emperor and clearing my mess for me..... But i have to stay here for today.... (My punishment for being a naughty boy) - i just wan attention....... But i believe later of the day, Meishan will let me out seeing my pitiful face....... :))

The end result of being so "GOOD" - the culprit of all

Meishan: yayaya... you are rite... i will let u out later but not NOW!!!!! hahahahah.... Have to let u learn your lesson....NAUGHTY XIAO JUN!!!!

This cute little boy would lick us when he did something wrong... (begging for forgiveness????)

Of cos he would also lick us when he wants us to play with him.......

自编自导自演........哈哈... back to my studies....:((

2008-10-22T12:47:00.002+08:00

I have learnt that when guys like u, they like u
When they don't, the fav phrase is "we are not meant to be", "we will be better off as friends"
After they got tired with u, this is what they do.....
But for gals (even shown in drama)
Even when guys do something not faithful to their wives or gfs,
they beg n beg and the gal will give one chance....... (at least once)
But when guys are tired, no matter wat the gal do, they will not care and will not even bother...
Gals are always more disadvantaged....
Gals are not meant to be played with, they are there for u to love, they are emotional and are soft.... So dun tink u can jux throw us one side when u are tired... IT ISNT FAIR!
Haiz... sian.... moodless.....

Retail therapy!!!!!!

2008-10-18T22:12:00.006+08:00

I was a naughty gal today....

No mood to study so went to have retail therapy.....hehe....

Bought long time ago at pasar malam.... My work station......

The special sushi i ate today.... the rice is of diff colour... but taste normal thou.....

My pin-hair b4 i cut it.... Long hair....

My cut hair.... Looks the same rite????

The result of retail therapy.....

Im in love with this sandals.... hehehe...(finally got a new sandals... the other one gg to break soon)

I like this earrings.... My fav pink and crystals!!!!!!

Half jacket.....

I realised Mphosis love to have their products priced at $27.90.

The half jacket and the sandals are $27.90.

Was looking at one of the bags and it is at $27.90 too.... BUT i didnt buy that bag thou... heheh

ok.... after the therapy, time for me to go back to my books and notes.... :(( How i wish i can dun study... but no choice lor...

Come on Meishan, Be a good gal and after exams u can play all you want.... hehe...(hope i can keep tis in mind and fulfil it) :)

Take care everyone...weather has been heaty....

MoOdLeSs!!!!

2008-10-18T15:57:00.002+08:00

I know it is running out of time....

I know I have to concentrate n study...

But y i simply cant do it???

I really have no mood to study today.... y is that so???

What is happening???

I know i cant afford to retake... i know.....

Confused..............

touched

2008-10-14T17:14:00.004+08:00

Hi all,

Im touched by the things you ppl had said to me in my tag board.

It warmth my heart that so many ppl are concern bout me thou some are regular taggers.

Ok. Meishan will 振作 and be happy... HUGS FOR ALL OF U!!!!!

Let me update bout myself now.

Went for a hair cut on Sunday.

Sat in the salon for soooo long!!!! 4 hr plus lor.....

Even longer than rebonding i think

I brought my notes to study :( BUT didnt managed to study much also... TIME IS RUNNING OUT MEISHAN!!! Better buck up man!

Cut my hair n my fringe... No more pin hair look (will post pic if i have)

Dyed and highlight my hair.... Not too sure is the hairstylist not good at dying or my hair "eat" the colours, i chose a colour that is quite dark BUT turn out GOLDEN!!!!! (but no one seems to notice... hmm... izzit only i feel so???)

My sis chose a brighter colour yet darker than mine. OMG OMG OMG~~~~~

But its ok... I will like it too... My fringe - i wanted it short but to be able to put it to the side....

But the hair stylist went to cut my fringe such that it is meant to be combed down (will provide pic soon) hehehe..... I think i look so funny with the fringe down so i combed it to the side BUT it turn out to be quite short la ( being ah tut for some moments)

Hope my fringe grow long fast so that it will resume to my old style - Boring rite?

But how many changes can i expect from my hair if i didnt perm it?

Will perm it few yrs later not now - Don't wanna look like auntie. heheheh...

Tats all folks.. Stay tuned.... Bye... Back to work.... *-*

2008-10-12T12:10:00.004+08:00

Went to look at my past post....

Saw photos of me n him....

This pic is one pic that my comments is "We will hold on together forever".......

But im unable to fulfil that anymore.......:(

Looking at my past post and our photos, im really devastated.....

How i wish things remain as they were or even better..... BUT i know it will never never be....

Should i or should i not??? Im loss....

Will you ever come back????

BiRtHdAyS!!!!!

2008-10-11T11:10:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was Xu hao's 21st birthday party.

Went to his chalet at Aranda Country Club.... It is so expensive man.....

He only invited about 10 people..... The chalet is jux like a home....

Stayed there till about 230.... Gossiping and updating our lives with my JC classmates.

Its been so long since i last see them......

The day before was to celebrate Iris's birthday.... We went to eat at Ministry of Food (jap restaurant - not very creative..... cos like copy ministry of sound.... )

The food there was quite nice thou.....

After which, we went to our favourite activity - KBOX!!!!

Stayed there till 2am.......

Really enjoyed.... but towards the end, we are so tired... no one wants to sing... hehe

still got to wake up for work at 630 am.... OMG... means i only slept for 3 hours and the next day got to go xu hao bday and i stayed there till 230??? SUPERWOMAN!!!!

haha.....

We will be meeting again at the last day of our papers.... Looking forward to it.... Sort of planned our activities for that day.... hehehe......

The way he talks to me now is so complete strangers..... kept on Erm erm erm ...... Made me sad upon hearing it.....

We are complete strangers now... Too fast a change....:(

2008-10-08T23:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to watch movie with monica - MAMA MIA!!!!

It is a nice show... love the songs n music inside. hehe...

Saw Ms Shahida - She is getting married (my JC teacher)

She did invite us, but i would not be able to attend :(

Yesterday dad asked me about his camera extra battery. Then i tot, could it be with HIM???

When i returned the camera to him, i wonder did i include it inside?

So i decide to msg him.....

BUT he did not bother to reply at all.....

When he wants the camera back and msged me that time, i did reply and eventually made arrangements to return him the camera.

Ya, he says he wanna be friends with me. HELLO!!!! I msged him he did not reply (Is this wat u say u wanna be friends??????) LIAR!!!

I asked if he has another extra batt with him now when i return the camera n charger to him, he did not reply....(didnt even bother at all)..... Need to do things till this extent?????? HEARTLESS!!

Wat is this?????

Ok. enuf of unhappy stuffs.... If u noticed my tag board, u would see one of the tag by Mr Kokchin.... 20 Tips on happiness

When i have the chance, i will share it here.

Some of it has been mentioned and im sure all of us know.

Today is last day of lesson for this semester....... YIPPY..... (this is the positive side)

The bad part is , end of lesson means EXAMS coming.........

Die Die Die.......

ok... gtg... See ya... Sweet dreams to all of you.....

2008-10-07T09:44:00.002+08:00

Feeling sad today.... After so much things have happened..

I am starting to ask myself qns... Am i truly happy???

Are my laughters jux an outside cover???

If im truly happy, y do i still tear??? All the haha, hehe, seems fake......

Exams are coming, if i continue to be like tat, i will nvr nvr get thru.....

Now i realised love is really blind, u accept all faults of the person when u truly love someone

Giving yourself excuses to cover his faults.......

HELP!!!! :(

2008-09-28T17:49:00.010+08:00

WOW!!!! Look at my new blogskin???

Nice?? Feel free to comment on it...

Thanks to Evangeline for helping me to change the blogskin.

I loved the song of my blog.... Do enjoy It. Thanks to Kok Chin for helping me find the song and upload it.

As posted in my previous post, i will post pics and videos of the signing sessions i went

Below are Zai Zai and Derrick Hoh's signing session.....

I did not join the queue for the signing session for zai zai but i did for derrick.....

So the photos for zai zai is from far....

Before the whole thing starts

When he walks in

Me b4 going for derrick's signing session

Starting to sign

Look at his cute face!!!

Signing in progress

Below are the videos of the songs he sang that day. I did videoed it.

But mine is from far so i think this would be better that i downloaded from You Tube.

Thanks to Kok Chin who teaches me how to upload these videos.. You know im an computer idiot. hehehehe....

So pls enjoy the videos and the songs!!! he is simply so cute....

無法歸類

咬字

我舍不得

So, did you enjoy the videos? I bet u did.... hehehe.....

Im so tired recently, the big event - Oktoberfest just ended. Worked till late every nite.... My sleep will never be recovered.

That time is to rush report, now is Oktoberfest, next is EXAM!!!!!

Pray that i would get thru it..... Let's all be happy!!!!

BACK!!!!!!

2008-09-28T16:48:00.006+08:00

Hi all.....

I am finally back to update my blog.

Was very busy for the month of Sept.

Datelines after datelines. Im suffocating.

Yesterday did project with my project mates overnight cos the dateline was on Mon....

Slept at 5am and woke up at 8am.... It was good as we managed to finished it earlier.

Need not worry about tying up loose ends last min.....

Finally.... i can take a breather.... END OF PROJECTS AND TEST!!!! yeah!!!

BUT.... Lets not be too happy yet.... the major exam is round the corner too.

So, basically, I do not have much time to rest. Have been slping at almost 2am every day

and waking up at 6am...... Im being a panda soon.... (with dark rings and puffy eyes)...

Can you imagine how tired i was??? Once i board the bus, i can slp thru till i reach the stop

without fail....... Knocking my head on the window several times (so MALU!!) hehe....

I think this is the worst semester ever.

But i can predict that it will be even worse for the coming semesters.

Lets all bear with the pain and get this thru smoothly.

Im quite afraid i might not make it for this sem thou.......

Lets not think about it and hope i can get thru smoothly this sem.

Gonna rest for few days before the mugging starts.

Hmmm.... Lets hope i do what i say.... heheh....

I just cant wait for exams to be over. My Macau trip is waiting for me.

I cant wait to go for more shoppings and KBOX!!!!!

Hmm..... Dear friends, be ready to go kbox with me......

Will be meeting up Iris and Evan in oct to celebrate Iris bday.

Its been so long since we met up cos all of us are so busy....

Im not the only one suffering all these.

I guess many others as well

Is this what education makes us into??? PANDAS????hehehe....

Hmmm.... enough of complaining and let me update you a little on a signing session i went. hehehehe.......

Meishan jux wanna be happy.........

2008-08-25T09:40:00.005+08:00

I finally realised i was so stupid n foolish to be sad for so long n to step myself down so many times. Y do i have to blame myself for the outcome. Both parties are at fault. Y do i have to put in good words for u and sort of condemn myself ??? I realised im so sad n all but he is getting more n more heartless and can still be as happy. He is a completely different person now. There is a major difference when u are "a couple" and now go separate ways to be "just friend".... The way the person reacts and acts is completely different as the status have already changed. There isnt any past feelings that ppl will remember. They can erase all memories.....I finally experienced it (one day, u ppl will understand) . I shant say too much here as this is not my personal diary. I do not wish to invite more problems and troubles. I shall leave it as it is now. It is really not worth it to be sad anymore. I will no longer step myself down. I believe i can do it. 你走你的天桥，我走我的地下道。

There is something that i realised. U will nvr see a very handsome guy with a not so good looking girl... Conversely, you will see a very pretty girl with a not so good looking guy. Y is that so?????

你走天桥，我走地下道。This song is sung by Derrick. He finally have an album le....Nice song and meaningful. However, i am unable to attend his signature session... How i wish i could go....

你走天橋我走地下道
何維健LYRICS:

陽光照耀不到你的心

像冰冷冷的地容把我心燃燒

也得不到擁抱

所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶

慢慢的消耗

消失的每分每秒

把你握牢卻捏脆了真心無法做比較

就算我愛的很霸道

看你走上了天橋

我走下了地下道

你和我的愛情就遺落在街角

看你越過分隔島

我轉進單行道

一路把過去甩掉

忘了曾經說過要一起到老(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)

所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶

慢慢的消耗

消失的每分每秒

把你握牢卻捏脆了真心無法做比較

就算我愛的很霸道

看你走上了天橋

我走下了地下道

你和我的愛情就遺落在街角

看你越過分隔島

我轉進單行道

一路把過去甩掉

忘了曾經說過要一起到老

我的眼睛已模糊失焦

在這條曾說過要一起走的幸福大道

看你走上了天橋

我走下了地下道

你和我的愛情就遺落在街角

看你越過分隔島

我轉進單行道

一路把過去甩掉

忘了曾經說過要一起到老(忘了曾經說過要一起到老)

我会从我的脑海里把你拿掉............

2008-08-14T10:54:00.002+08:00

Came across this in other ppl's blog - very meaningful....

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的，但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，於是问题一个接著一个发生，你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

*她适合你，那你又适合她吗? 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心、有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？很多人以为是因为感情淡了，所以人才会变得懒惰。错！其实是人先被惰性征服，所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合,有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说[十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧!

*听到了吗？明白了吗？难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。如果每个人都懒得讲话、懒得倾听、懒得制造惊喜、懒得温柔体贴，那么夫妻或是情人之间，又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？所以请记住：有活力的爱情，是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！懂了吗？当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。那并不代表你会选择他。

*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来, 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；是接受，而不是忍受；是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不是质问；是倾诉，而不是控诉；是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求, 而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

2008-08-08T15:46:00.002+08:00

爱不停止 - 朱孝天

当她心不在的时候
所作所为都没有办法挽回
你不再知道她是谁
因为她变得有点虚伪
当一切都变成了累赘
请告诉我我应该怎么收回
每一分钟都变得危险
因为它漫长得令人变得憔悴
再怎么坚强
抵挡不了心碎
等她的眼神不再给你安慰
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
我看见我现在无尽狼狈
再怎么坚强抵挡不了心碎
等她的眼神不再给你爱恋
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
爱不停止要如何宣泄
当一切都变成了累赘
请告诉我我应该怎么收回
每一分钟都变得危险
因为它漫长得令人变得憔悴
再怎么坚强
抵挡不了心碎
等她的眼神不再给你安慰
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
我看见我现在无尽狼狈
再怎么坚强抵挡不了心碎
等她的谎言说得如此完美
再怎么祈祷
她要如何听见
爱不停止要如何宣泄

Heard from ppl that he is doing quite well. I knew it, I already told him before he sure will be able to get thru all the test and be an official financial planner. Guessed he would be so happy.... I really wish to stay by ur side to continue giving u unconditional support till we are old. But i guess u would not want to do so now anymore...... Wish to share ur joy and give u a happy hug when u are happy. Wish to share your troubles and sorrows n give u a warmth hug when u are sad. But I already cant do all these now. I would like to congratulate u on ur success. N i am sure that u will be able to do well in this career, no problem.... I only can secretly give u support.......

Ytd dreamt of him.... Really so sad when i wake up. I cried. When i reach office, i cried again.... I really really miss those times n really really miss him....... I guess i only will be able to let go when i like another guy ba.... But thats not easy.......I really dunno when will i be able to forget...... He has thrown me out of his mind already but y i cant do so????? Can anyone teach me how to????? Wat shld i do????

Me!

2008-08-05T15:25:00.004+08:00

PISCES WOMAN

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.

She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.

She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought.

She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.

She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.

Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.

Are these all true??? Mostly are true....I read urs..... N i really regret.... If i had understood your horoscope earlier and better and really believed the horoscope thing, then all would be different.......

2008-08-03T18:42:00.003+08:00

Today is a sunday, but i feel so lonely so alone. In the past, i would be in town area with him...... Now, all these has ended...... From morning till now, im at home. ALONE!!!! Every one goes out. Memories and flashes flood my mind. After which, i tear, i cry when im alone. No one knows. From the cover, i seems ok. but deep down, im really sad......I dunno wat to say so tat is y i blog it out. I know u will be kept in my heart forever...... It aches when i touch it. the wound re-open.....This wound nvr heals till now cos it will re-open now and then.......I dun wish to let anyone know when im sad anymore. cos i dun wan to be a burden or to bother others too much.... Dun wan to affect other ppl's feelings......I really wan to get u out of my mind.... But can anyone teach me how to?????????????????????????????I really have no mood for anything.....y!!!!!!!!!!!! Y can u be so heartless??????????????????

2008-07-30T11:15:00.002+08:00

是你变了吗
无印良品

真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
多想听你说自己并没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的心是在靠在谁的身边
是你变了吗我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法已经不再看见
你眼中的牵挂
真想和你聊一聊天
很想看看你温柔的容颜
努力说服自己你没有变
很想看我们从前的照片
多想和你再接近一点
你现在的他是否真已从心所愿

So what if im missing????? nothing can be done.......who will really know what i am going thru, wat im feeling deep down???? Its been so long.... Y do i have to still miss?????? No one will ever understand....I can only cry when no one is ard, only weep under my pillow. No one knows..... How long will all these carry on??????? I really dunno................

2008-07-29T09:32:00.002+08:00

梦醒时分
陈淑桦

你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等

This is an oldies. But it really really suits me. Jux like this singer is talking/singing to me. haiz......